Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Tag!

Currently I have nothing much to do apart from frequently navigate the internet browser since the late evening until this moment as the server connection is getting better and better from time to time, improving my satisfaction towards the poor performance it had shown before and as it was indirectly had stimulate less my eagerness and temptation to update my blog in the past.

I have no clue why the server connection is very disappointing nowadays. But tonight, everything looks hunky - dory and I hope it stays in this way forever. Since my relative has tagged me with a bunch of questions and coincidentally I got nothing in my mind to echoes out the story never told, I tend to go through the “challenge”.

Well, as you could notice, the sole motivation of me painstakingly to get this thing done is because I just want to fulfill my relative’s wish. Other than that, It also could give me another side effects such as:
  1. To kill some free time and ease the boredom's assault
  2. To get my blog updated rather than outdated

After all, let see whether I could achieve the ends meet or not as I'm about to start now! Let see how this thing works!

1. Adakah anda rasa HOT?
Depends, if I stand under the sweltering sun, I consider myself is very "HOT", If I stay idle or just sit back in a room with the air conditioner has installed in, I consider myself as "COOL"

2. Upload wallpaper PC/laptop yang anda gunakan sekarang..?


3. Cerita pasal gambar nih...
Frankly speak that I'm bad in describing things, so do with the picture. Well, generally, this picture was captured during the site visit at SEGEDET (Seremban Gemas Double Electrified Track) which is located at Batang Melaka province. As you can see, the smoke has spewed out due to the rock blasting activity. All workers were evacuated out as the blasting area has been zoned about 50 meters radius for safety purpose.

4. Kali terakhir makan PIZZA?
As far as I could remember, it was about 3 months ago.

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar?
High - Creed

6. Apa anda buat selain selesaikan tag ni?
Try harder to upload the wallpaper as required by question no. 2. I'm pushing hard to ensure the question no. 2 is addressed..hahah..

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama ape?
marul, steam, zaman, kamal, kamarul, amal, arul, nemo, jalut, sesame street, man

8. Tag lagi 5 orang sape ye nak tag?

9. Siapa orang #1 pada anda?
Junior merangkap kawan. even kami sama umur..ahaha

10. Katakan sesuatu pada orang #5
Prinsip Al - Gore harus diperjuangkan

11. #3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
Si boyot, kalau x silap la..she's too secretive all the time...

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan #2?
I've no idea, I know nothing, I don't have any clue...

13. Kate2 cinta untuk org #4?
Al -Quran dan Sunnah jadi panduan

14. Berikan 5 fakta yang anda tahu pasal orang yang tag anda.
  1. Satu kampung,
  2. dua pupu dgn aku,
  3. aku kenal dgn zaki (abg dier),
  4. aku kenal dgn junaidah (kakak dier),
  5. slalu datang umah diorang ni main game penutup botol,
  6. main meriam ngan zaki (abg dier)

Okay, it's the moment of truth in measuring the effective of this thing to reach the ends meet. As conclusion, every single objective has succeed in spick and span way. Ok, Thank you and bye!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Don't you just hate when...part 002

In the previous entry, I enhanced out loud the issue about the bad consequences once you make changes in life. As I was promising beforehand to come out with the real-life-experience of mine so that I could relate with the entry’s title and to ensure the title remains relevant, I would like to share what is in my head for the time being. It just another grumble J

Recently, I moved to Balakong after being hired from one particular consultant. They were likely to provide me an accommodation for free charge including electricity bill and others. Meaning to say, I don’t have to pay any single cent for the rental fee where it makes me feel so much lucky. To deny or refuse the opportunity is just make me look so plainly stupid, isn’t it?

Apparently, this is a new place for me, not just only that but this is also a new atmosphere, new faces, new environment, new surrounding and new community as well. I never thought my life would be drastically transformed so much like this. I could feel the different and feel strange as everything is not as usual as before. My daily basis activity has totally changed!!! On top of that, whether I like or dislike, I have to go through no matter what regardless whatever it takes.

I want you to put yourself in my shoes. Let say you are desperately need to move to somewhere way far from under your familiarities aspect, and to make thing doesn’t any better, you have no idea who you need to call or text for favors, all you can do is standing the awkwardness all alone. What would you feel? What would be the first thing that running in your head?

I was staying at Mantin more than five years due to my studying purposes. Being part of the public, I’m very glad to say that I know pretty well about the developing era of this township territory. Many infrastructure buildings and trade centers had been constructed to spur the economic growth over the period. This region wasn’t stagnant, I can see a lot of improvement and transformation over this town in five years time and pretty sure you will expect I have discovered a lot of new things here.

So, do I need to implement the old pattern of introduction in Balakong after I was successfully sustaining my life in Mantin? Don’t you feel that I need to restart my life utmost at all over again similarly in the past five years? This is what makes me feel inconvenience when I have to make “changes’ in my life despite I’m fully aware to be affected with more benefits from the same “changes”.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Don't you just hate when...part 001


Lets straight to the point…


Truthfully without no hesitancy and suspicious mind of mine, I’m such a person who doesn’t feel very convenience in term of “changes”. Or in a different view, I prefer to not have any drastic changes in my life. Obviously, I’ve admitted plainly :)

Sometime people will ponder that having changes in our life is stunned especially whenever it makes our life a little bit pleasant compare with the previous hectic life. Okay, I have nothing to against the fact, there’s nothing wrong with the fact. But, have you ever wonder about the consequences in term of disadvantages instead of the advantages that we would experience right after the “changes” we have made?

Okay, let’s take this issue into example form..

Let say you are owning a phone which is looked very sophisticated, have multi – function button, various build – in applications and very easy to operate. You are delighted and enjoy so much fun in every time you utilize your phone as you are clinging around it for quite number of years and amazingly, it found no irregularities or defection or have not given you any problem at all. Even it felt down on the floor, smashed it on the wall and detached harshly for more than hundred times, it still in good shape and quality. The best part is, you bought the phone with your hard earn money and it was the latest phone in the market. It had been sold out at every phone’s booth or gadget’s shop just like pisang goreng. It was hot item at that time!

Now, this is the issue….

You had spent all nights long just to get familiar with those buttons, application and function. At certain part, you were struggled and it took you more than a week so that you could get along with them without much effort. After few times, it had polished your skill as your fingers smoothly tapping on the button and able to save some time of thinking about the next press.

After a few years, new phone has roared out in the town – this time, it highlights the capability of their latest function and application compare with the previous version. Pathetically, those new functions have no different at all with your old phone and it has nothing to do with your daily social life, but your desire keep seducing you to fork out some ringgit to switch your old phones with the new one.

Okay, now we arrive at the part that I really don’t like…

I hate when I need to spend all night long just want to gain some knowledge about that new phone. It seems that I’m redoing the old process of introduction. It feels so much worse when I have to sacrifice my quality time such as sleeping and facebook-ing..hahaha….This is just an example and nothing to do with my real life, mind you!

~End of babbling~

*will try to relate this issue with my current situation later*

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

When the Inner speaks, the Outer listens

Hye kamarul, this is inner Kamarul calling from your deep down of your despaired heart :) As I work closely with your feeling, I know the real disappoinment that you have to endure after you were announced to graduate as second upper division instead of first class division - the crown that you have craved for a long time. Your heart was crumbled pretty badly, indeed.

Frankly to say that you are not terribly neither stupid nor you are becoming one. Perhaps these are the things that certain people who is called as students in particular or teenagers as a whole will have to go through no matter what. Don't pull yourself down like that or you will have the sentiment disorder later on. You have tried at your very best and I'm quite sure you have done all necessary things to reach your dream. You had played your part quite well :)

It doesn't meant that people who dedicate their life and time on books at all time will be triumphantly success in the exam and vice versa. Even they felt like they had answered with flying colors, it doesn't meant that they could get the straight A's recorded on their report and be crowned as one of the best students in the region.

The worst part is, some of them has sacrificed their sleeping hours and completely forsake any sort of entertainment just want to fulfill their time with theory only. I classify this kind of folk as freak and has no life to live. Life is not only depends on theory, it must moves together with daily basis practice and both of them just need each other.

I know that failing or getting something which is not parallel with your standards would really dump you at the state of great frustration but that is life. Life isn't always fair. If life is a straight forward then everyone will start to complaint that life is f*cking boring. Isn't it? Allah is always testing us and we are unable to analyze the hidden agenda. Only Allah knows what is better for us.

I believe that you are likely to find something harder and brutal than this later on since you are now has step forward to the next level where the responsibility has grown bigger. You are working now and I assure that you will clash towards different high potential challengers and rivals. So, always remember:
  1. Work smart, put effort and do all the best you could.
  2. Be prepared for whatever challengers you may get.
  3. I always believe in this "Only when you fail, you will rise again". So when you fail towards something, don't just sit around yet rise again and work harder. InsyaAllah all your efforts will be paid off in so many different ways.
  4. Believe in Qada' and Qadar
  5. Without a teeny-weeny doubt, doa and tawakal
Your brilliance will always shine through, so why are you getting nervous about big roles or responsibility that you have to take? Rest assured that your team members, no matter how big it will be, will be left impressed by your performance. So instead of using up all your energy getting stressed out, use it to envision the standing ovation you will receive.

It will help you to get back in touch with your confidence, it's there, but you might have to dig down deeper in order to find it. Hey, if you need someone to converse with and there's no one is willing to hear you, or all your rambling has falling in the deaf ears, I could be your talking wall :)

Bye bye Kamarul. I hope I could boost back your confident level in every now and then. There's no any other way except FORWARD :D

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Congratulation to all graduants :)

Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, children of all ages and Mac Lovers, I have crossed the holy grail of formal education cycle and have stepped on to a new horizon. Where my future life looks easy to fill up the vacancies, gaining the holy source of money for my own livelihood, to feed and sustain without much effort.

I was having a chance to attend a wonderful convocation once again after I sacrificed 780 ringgit. This time, the convocation is to show the end point of my bachelor degree after I undergo this sweets program for almost 2 years. The total fee was including for my parents seats that I brought along during the ceremony and for a few particular photos of me during the scroll of honor was handed down to me. Meaning to say, I paid 600 ringgit just only for a couple of hours in order to sit, listen and watch the flow of this event, which I reckoned that it didn't take me the most. Well, money is something worth, I'm supposed to deserve more great of joy which is suitable with the money that I have invested. I need something value for money.

Maybe some people would say, such event like this needs to be the greatest memories as it happens once in a life time experience. Its fine, these people do nothing wrong. Unfortunately, I'm not a person who is concerning in keeping memories in my head, or at least to frame any photo and hang them in the wall, staring on it all days even it just a glimpse. It just a waste indeed and make my brain a little bit messy. Literally, keeping memories is not my stuff, still many things need to think and I don't want to make the brain jammed when all of these matters are jumbled up. It's going to blow into a thousand pieces later.

From the whole event, I could come out with a short summarize even I'm not so much pleased on this ceremony:

Legenda Education Group (LED) held its sixth Convocation Ceremony on Sunday, 17 October 2010. It was held recently at IOI Resort & Hotel, Putrajaya. The Convocation Ceremony started with the lighting of the lamp of wisdom by the Chief Guest Dato' Haji Hasan bin Malik (Deputy Rural and Regional Development Minister) and other guests of honor.

If I has been given an honor to choose which convocation that satisfied me enough between my degree and my diploma convocation back a year ago, I would like to say that my degree convocation is way greater. I come out with this decision after I go through the service they provide during the convocation in progress. Plus, since I'm graduated from University of East London, it's such a great pleasure after my scroll of honor was handed down directly to me by Mr. John Shaw (Pro - Vice Chancellor International, University of East London) during the presentation of Bachelor Degrees to University of East London graduants.

All students graduated in their respective fields of studies. All of the students had graduated in various fields, namely Civil Engineering, Electrical & Electronics Engineering, Mechanical Engineering, Business Information Systems and etc. All graduates received their scrolls of honors from Deputy Rural and Regional Development Minister, Dato' Haji Hasan bin Malik at the Ballroom of IOI Resort & Hotel.

p/s: Please be cleared that I've nothing to against the tradition or culture that was created since ages. It just my point of view, the way I see how I wasted much time and cash. After all, from my point of view, convocation is nothing. It doesn't help us even a bit in pursuit our carrier. So do in determining our next future and achievement. Dear folks, please do in believing me.