Looking a job is not easy :(

Good evening sir, I'm a person who was calling you just afternoon. My name is Kamarulzaman Nordin and I was in your software training last time which was conducted at Linton University College. The software is called as MxRoad Software.

I'm recently graduated from my studies and currently looking for a job. For your information, since the software training class, I was utilizing MxRoad Software for my Final Project in designing a new roadway, which is one of the requirements for me to eligible to graduate. In that process, I've spend many times to familiar and increase my skill in using this particular software. It was very worth effort after I'm able to get A for the subject.

In order to keep me in touch with this software as I don't want to let the precious ability (running the MxRoad software) goes down into the drain, I would like to ask you some favour which is helping me to find a suitable position that suite with my ability and interest if possible. Before that, I need to admit that I'm not good enough with this software but I'm keen to learn further. I'm so much ready to attend another training to sharpen my skill in this software.

Since I'm still a fresh graduate that obviously don't have any relevant experience in this industry, I'll grab any opportunity that has been given to me as I'm ready to give my commitment at 100 percent. I'm not a choosy person and I just want to gain as many experience as possible first before I strike for another level in this industry.

In case, it's hard to find any vacancies that related with MxRoad software, I'll still accept any relevant position such as civil engineer or Site engineer. But it's better if I can serve the company that are majoring in Highway/Roadway development.

In order to make it easy for you, I've attached my resume for you to spread or publish at any respected construction or consultant company. Last but not least, I would like to express my thank you and I'm highly appreciating for all your services. I'm looking forward for your replied email sir. Thank you.

Telling the truth instead of being hypocrisy :)

Hye budak busyuk yg I sayang....I don't know why I'm writing this, but one thing for sure, I miss you badly okay...:(

Yesterday, while we were in the train, waiting for the stop in the next station, you asked me, What is your position/status in my life. Then I replied that you were the last person on the list. You should know that it's obviously/definitely/absolutely not true...

Ok, I'll give you the right answer, I look this from my logical point of view ok (Get Real). You still on my top priority list, don't worry. But sometime it should be flexible since we live in the planet earth.

Since we have succumbed with different situations in this life, you can't always be number 1. Sometimes there's someone else should get my attention first i.e parents, siblings, employer or even the unfortunate people. But I'll never forget about you for sure since I still consider about myself at all times.

What does these following words mean "But I'll never forget about you since I still consider about myself at all times"

It means that whatever your position/status is, I'll put you first before myself. Meaning, whatever I do or will do in every now and then, I'll consider about you before I think about myself. Does it clear enough for you dear? I miss u :(

Happy Anniversary for me and for "her"

First of all, I'm not a "romantic" person. According on that statement, don't expect for something outstanding :)

Well, it seems that I will come out with another love related entry once again after I did the same previously. It's so obvious that I'm truly in love with someone and I'm not so much ready to announce the name.

I tend to remain the name as top secret and it will be revealed in the next 4 YEARS ahead. Surely I fall in love with a girl, not towards a man as my sexual orientation is "STRAIGHT". I'm quite confident with that!!!!! Don't ask more!!!!!!!!!

Now, let's see all the points of me painstakingly and so much eager in updating my blog today, let them role out so that all of you will get a clear message of the purpose of this entry. Well, it's time for the drum beats......

"Dear my sweetheart, all the above paragraphs have nothing to do with you but at the same time I'm not prohibiting you from read those paragraphs. If you wish to ignore or neglect the side clutters above, well, do as you wish. You are not offending me by doing that, indeed."

I just want to wish my sweetheart a

HAPPY
LOVE

ANNIVERSARY

for the ...(Let the number remains secret)...times

Well as you could see clearly the words that have been highlighted with the red color. Today is officially my love anniversary with "her".

p/s: Dear my sweetheart, do you still remember the day you were asking me one particular question. The question that does much related with my feeling. Let me remind you the question so that you can recall it back on your memories. Let your brain works a little bit.

You asked me about my feeling when I fall in love with you. If you can remember, on that convenience night so much like this, I took a word "HAPPY" as the answer for your question. Can you remember that? Don't tell me you become senile in all of sudden :)

Maybe my answer last time could carve the big smile on your face. However, frankly speak I gave you the WRONG answer. I'm NOT HAPPY at all whenever I fall in love with you. The word "HAPPY" is totally FAKE, I repeat it's a FAKE answer.

Are you surprised with my statement? But don't worry, I'll come with the greatest answer on this planet earth in order to unveil the real sincere answer. The real answer to against the FAKE one.

This could make you grinning from ear to ear for all day long. (Oh, I can't guarantee that, it depends on your mood. Hey, do you aware how struggle I'm here to make you smile instead of frowning?)

Okay, let's go straight to the point. I'll reveal my feeling that I feel when I choose to be a lover of your heart:

I feel happy when you:
1. Smiling at me.
2. Laughing until the tears drop.
3. Keep talking with me.
4. Share all your problems with me without miss any.

I feel sad when you:
1. Upset.
2. Not happy.
3. When you can't get what you want.
4. When we have to be apart.

I feel angry when:
1. Someone starts shout at you like you have a pair of deaf ears.
2. Someone mad at you when you did something right.
3. Someone forces you to do something you don't like.
4. Someone who treats you like their slave.

I feel guilty when:
1. I make you in trouble.
2. I make you to choose.
3. I make you feel guilty.
4. When I'm not around at the moment you need me.
5. When I have to leave you alone to settle other commitment.
6. When I make you sad.
7. When I make you cry.
8. When I make you sulk.

I feel worry about you when:
1. You drive your car even I know that you are a great driver of all time.
2. When you forget to buckle-up.
3. When you are sick.
4. When you worry of something.
5. When you are not around me.
6. When you are not contacting me.

A few "MAYBE" you should know before you end your reading session:

Maybe after you read this, you don't think that I'm serious when I wrote this, isn't it? But honestly, this is the truth. I feel all this feeling since the first time I fall in love with you. I could feel them since we start get along closer and much closer from time to time as the time goes by.

Maybe in real life, you aware of me look not so serious in loving you, but deep down in my heart you are the one that I love and it always be on that way.

Maybe my progress regarding love relationship is quite bad (you told me), but I need to tell you that my love progress is "slowly but surely". It's long lasting and forever :)