Why am I deadly busy???~ discover~

Well I'm still busy with structural project and still many things need to be done. The due date is supposed in the early December but it has rescheduled and changes the date. This problem emerges due to one particular reason - the resignation of the related lecturer at the end of November. It so obvious the time range is getting concise after the lecturer insists us to complete everything before his departed.

Okay, that's the main thing. Another issue that suppose to take attention is - we are scheduled to finish our semester in the mid December or over after we enrolled this semester back in the early September, During the time range (September - December), it's required us to come to the class efficiently without miss any to ensure out credit hour must be 8 - 9 hours per subject in a week (presently, I'm running for 3 subjects). So, to reach the total credit hour and relate to the current case of my resigned lecturer - to - be (which will be affected soon), we as the unfortunate victim have to take the extremely enormous consequences.

To cover up back all the credit hour for next month (December), The lecturer has made decision to accumulate all the December's credit hour and replace them in any free lecture's slots that might be available in the month of November (Those hours will be divided based on the time available in our schedule from Monday to Friday). By doing this, all my free class time from Monday to Friday will be filled up by structural class and make my day to full of lessons, mostly structural subject.

Hence, I'm suffering by the largest burden on my shoulders that I never ever ask for, fighting and striving for my blurry future.

Desire?

It's natural for us to not easily get the satisfaction of anything that we have owned. We always crying for more and wish if we could have something beyond what we already have today. It's not because we are not grateful upon the god's rewards but we as a human being never miss to think about the mundane affair. We always try to improve our daily social life and wants it to become better and better. Unfortunately, we never realize our desire sometimes could ruin our life without warning.

Like any other people, I also have such problem in controlling and managing my desire. There's no fullstops or any specific border available to prevent me from keep spending the cash. Everyday I met different people with different stunning equipments or gadgets on their hands which they could cling with all the time. Well, I won't let myself to succumb with such things and the best way how I can avoid them is to spill those desires in here. Hopefully, it could help me in reducing this kind of feeling.

hv u done this before?

Do you ever know or realize or even experience that how people sometimes is pretending to be intently browsing their phone, pretend to make a phone call or typing SMS to avoid a certain social situations? Especially when it's an awkward social situation likes sitting alone in a crowded LRT or anywhere else. While you are waiting for your turn at the bank and a weird stranger is sitting next to you. When you are walking and passing by a certain person you don't like but you want to avoid from looking at their face by pretending to look busy?

I'm sure everyone has done it before. Isn't it? It just a lie for those who doesn't wants to admit. This is a normal phenomenon amongst the people around the globe. We are just human being and GOD has created us along with this attribute. Nowadays, as the technology in communication and computer's gadget has become the very rapid development, somehow it has ruined down the human relation. It makes us not so friendly with the strangers around us, we don't rely on the people's existences and abilities anymore like what we did before the technology era influenced us. Now, we just need to do a few taps on the phone's screen and we'll get everything we want. Usually, all required data will be shown in a simple way yet could be easily understood by the users. This phenomenon is called as HANDPHONE-ITIS

~Okay, class will be started in 10 minutes time, gotta run now~