.::splendid article from the stupendous jerk::.

Jogging after so long!

2011-12-10T21:24:00.014+08:00

The idea turned out yesterday's morning once I woke up from my sleep. My body felt so listless and certain muscles were severely pain. However I forced myself rather than taking MC after knowing the awaiting workload at the office needs to be done by yesterday. The workload had motivated me somehow. Huhuhu

I've worked in this new company for almost 2 months now and since then I never took any outdoor exercise to break a sweat. Not even once!!! Plus I took unhealthy diet most of the time without any control schemes. This might be the main reason why my body is so weak, not as energetic as before! Devastating myself!

Since then, I decided to spend my Saturday morning for exercise regime. The best location that came across in mind was Titiwangsa Lake. I eager to run after imagine the atmosphere and also the fact that this is my first time to utilize the facility.

Seems like the plan worked well. Just morning I was on the jogging track just to realize what I had already planned. I've invited my cousin and a friend to come along however the bed gave the best offer to resist. So, I continue my plan while contemplating that there will be a lot of joggers will accompany me. Hahaha

The jogging track is surrounding the Titiwangsa Lake. This recreation place is very popular among the KL population and located not far from my residence area (walking distance). It just takes around 10 to 15 minutes of walking and could be lesser than that if you accelerate your walking style.

I set myself to accomplish 5 rounds minimum. However, I only managed to finish 3 rounds which if I bring to the math, I still short for 2 rounds from what I had targeted. Even though, 3 rounds were enough to torture my physical body.

The energy gone quite fast!!! Can you imagine I passed out after 3 rounds? The desire to run is there yet what does it means when the legs refuse to run? The stamina is on the critical level and need to focus more on the outdoor activity soon so that the problem will be fixed!

Those who think by accomplishing 3 rounds are just a breeze, I assume that you are concreting my statement about myself. Hahaha

And now, this is the come out after putting my stamina to the limit - I thought I will be energetic and feel fresh yet I'm enduring the muscle tense instead. Huhuhu

Beware when you withdraw your money

2011-12-04T23:04:00.011+08:00

Last Friday, my office (by referring to the 2nd floor where my workstation is being located) was shocked after one of the staffs told about a brother of her being robbed at one of the well known gas station nearby, in the toilet to be specific!. The incident happened whenever the guy went to the station's toilet right after he withdrew the money. Loads of money of course!

From my own standing point of view, it's believed that he had already been targeted since the moment he headed to the ATM machines. The culprit was observing him since then and when the guy decided to go to the toilet, it was clearly bad idea. Plus, carrying the loads of money had geared up the culprit's motivation I guess.

Well, it wasn't his mistake, no one on earth will aware about that he would be the victim especially at a gas station and in a clear daylight. Exception given to the person who commits the crime as he would knows better his evil operation.

From the above incident, deep down in my heart, I presume that our country doesn't safe anymore. My opinion was supported by others even I didn't say it out loud. I'm very confident with that after hearing everyone's sigh.

To the victim, hope he will recover from trauma soon and escape from the financial matter he probably faces due to the incident. Hope everyone will be extra careful when it comes to MONEY.

The moral of the story, please bear in mind to do the feces and urine job first before you withdraw out your money. A lesson learned :)

Do'a - The Second Ponder

2011-12-02T23:10:00.005+08:00

As part of the company initiative to bring the Islamic spiritual and create the harmony working environment all over the workplace, the management team has organized a special slot for Islamic lectures pertaining the religious issues and ethics. The slot being held on every Friday morning and the venue is at the discussion room.

This special program has been practiced like for many many years ago and surprisingly, it still continue to keep the pace until today. Since I'm one of the company's backbones recently (hell no to be truth), I'm now become one of the listener of this lectures. It is also the fact that everyone is mandatory to come and listen on what the lecturer is going to deliver unless, the person unable to make himself/herself available due to the certain excuses.

For today session, the lecturer is one of the company's staff and he is at his late 20's I guess. Normally, the company will invite the totally - stranger -lecturer from outside to come and give a talk but today, the fellow staff was ready on action.

The topic was quite simple yet enough to jolt me and probably to all audiences in the room as well. The fellow staff threw out a few questions to the audience as introduction instead of giving the definition of this particular topic - DO'A.

By asking whether if there any person amongst us still practice or even memorize any of the do'a that I've listed below:

1) before and after you have your meals.
2) whenever you are wearing and taking off your clothes.
3) before you enter and exit from toilet.
4) before you start and accelerate your vehicle.
5) before you step out and stand at the doorstep of your house.

Reminiscing my kindergarten moment, I used to memorize all the do'a, recited all of them accordingly before I commit something. It feels like the do'a come first in mind before anything else. But now, as I grown up, I forget most all of the do'a as I start to leave behind the daily practice. Forgetting verse by verse as the time passed by.

The reason of moving instead of staying.

2011-11-17T13:26:00.012+08:00

Everything that happens should be a reason behind it. So do with my case where I quit from my old job and move to a new workplace. Even I know very clear the salary differs from what I could gain previously.

If I work in the previous company, I could gain around 2.5 K - 3 K per month yet I need to deal with the tough and rough work, deal with the sweltering sun and danger, put my life at stake and jeopardized it.

It's because I worked for construction company as site engineer cum safety supervisor. So, clear your mind and don't be confused by wondering what kind of job until I need to endanger myself.

update after so long :)

2011-11-16T19:42:00.008+08:00

It has been awhile for me not to post anything in here, slightly different from what I used to do before - spend most of my time in writing. There are a lot of things have been changed over the period.

I'm now working in a not-so-well-known consultant firm as a civil engineer. This is the position that I aimed since I was undergoing my secondary school. It was like 7 years of time before I could realize my dream. I could say that I'm proud of myself.

Even though I could achieve one of my dreams, I'm still not satisfied yet. You know why? It's because the firm pay me unimaginable cheap salary compare to what I could get in the previous company. As a result, I need to endure the "lack of money" syndrome as I need to control and monitor my expanses properly.

I decided to work in this consultant firm because it gives me much benefit in the long run in term of my future life and career. I think that's all from me this time. This is just a warm up session before I go for more :)

Event of New Year's Eve...part 020

2011-01-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

All the knowledge and skill sets are being utilized accordingly with the mission and vision that had been drawn earlier before the mission took place. All people who had been involved in so many ways feel proud of this achievement indeed.

Hahaha... Why do I think that I'm just over doing with my writing and exaggerating it? Apparently, I'm trying to make the story a little bit sensation by injecting certain emotion so that it's seen alive. It sounds very flat without some sort of emotion. Owh, whatever!

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 019

2011-01-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

So, from the selection process above, my father and his friends have tying a sturdy correlation of friendship. It's also indirectly had created a solidarity bond for both of them as particular and the entire teammates as a whole based on the integrity that each of them had shown earlier.

After three years in the foreign land, it was the time for all six members to come back to their origin country, Malaysia. There were not coming home with bare hand instead with full of knowledge and variety of skill sets.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 018

2011-01-29T23:08:00.001+08:00

Okay, it's enough to ramblings about the vision and mission overview. It's also enough to brief about how both of vision and mission could reflect our country. Now back to the main point on how my father and friends of him get well through the good friendship.

As you read on my previous entries (if you really did the read), I have stated all the selections process which was quite tough. Just imagine there were thousands cadets which come from assorted background and all of them have a same intention and desire. Plus, the desire is just too hard to resist. It won't make thing any better, isn't it?

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 017

2011-01-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

By exposing to the cutting edge technology and knowledge-sharing strategy between both countries, it's believed to be able to foster good connection between Malaysia and Australia. It's also a fine way to form good universal bonding in order to ease human violation and to curb the crime and terrorism.

If we refer to the world's history book, Australia was superior to Malaysia in term of many things. One of it is regarding the defensive technology and military facilities in the hidden arsenal. So, it was a great opportunity to work together with the country that more advance compare to Malaysia where it could be the guidelines for Malaysia to move forward.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 016

2011-01-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

From these three years of learning exercise, it's expected would be a strategically collaboration where it was purportedly to enhance and enrich the information gathered between two countries.

It's also would be indirectly to impetus on improving the current technologies that had been adopted by both countries and further understanding in term of the country defensive measure at that time especially for Malaysia.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 015

2011-01-26T22:59:00.004+08:00

All the six members of the group had played their part well. To be picked is such an honor as there were hundred or thousands challengers that have the same intention - to be the part of the delegation and enjoy luxurious trip to Aussie. Spend the quality time abroad is such a once-in-a-while experience. Isn't it?

In my father's case, he was being assigned as a representative for Technical Department which is dealing with the engine of both Jet Fighters and Choppers.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 014

2011-01-25T22:58:00.004+08:00

After all criterion had been taken into account, all six candidates had been chosen after the tough vying to carry out the responsibility of government's order. My father was the one who had succeeded amongst of the six members that had been chosen.

He had successfully passed the entire criterion and then followed by his best friend. It had been proven as each of the duo had been tipped to be one of the six delegations after they demonstrated very good disciplines and their performance had impressed by many.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 013

2011-01-24T23:20:00.004+08:00

Those invested money and advantages were the part of the government's initiative to spur the group to demonstrate the learning's spirit. There's a hope behind all the sacrifices that had been made to be fruity and give a long run benefit to the country. Afterward, the government will make the full use of those benefit and utilize them accordingly for the sake of Malaysian supremacy.

There was a hefty sum had been allocated to accommodate this squad over the three years period in Aussie. The cost was including the certain hidden things like whenever the government had concerned the issue of comfortableness and conveniences life for the group so that each member could be mentally and physically ready for the leaning process.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 012

2011-01-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

It might be a great loss for country as well if they fail to accomplish the mission and fail to achieve the ends meet due to their lack of capability once they come back after three years of learning.

That is why to pick someone that has high capability needs to be emphasized in order to avoid such aftermath from happen. It's also understood that all their living cost, periodically flight's ticket, monthly expenditure and accommodation were fully supported by the government, through the Air Force unit.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 011

2011-01-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

Every selection stage had been conducted in extra careful, close observation and in appropriate way in order to ensure the selected candidates are suitable enough and really fit for this mission. It's not like they pick on you because they are cronies of you or they had a same bloodline with you or a relative of you or they come from the same neighborhoods as you or a close friend of you.

It's strictly prohibited to practice such thing as the selection process must be transparent apply. Without a proper selection, it's afraid that all the money that had spends on them will be down into the drain.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 010

2011-01-21T10:37:00.001+08:00

Meaning to say, he has an English-learning background and to pass all English exams were not a real matter for him. Thanks to his brother (my uncle) who had encouraged and was being supportive over my father.

It's also the fact that my uncle had successfully influencing my father's mind until he was made a wise decision to enroll himself in that particular English-based-learning institution. Based on the paragraph above, it has clearly shown that the government didn't simply pick any candidate without going thoroughly many aspects.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 009

2011-01-20T22:22:00.001+08:00

They were also need to sit for English tests where it came in variety of formats. It's purportedly to meter up the ability in speaking and writing skills of each cadet. Once they had passed all the papers, the chance to be called to fill up the vacant can be considered as a half way progress then. At that time, it's such a privilege for those who speaks proficient English language.

My father was quite lucky as he was in a particular secondary school where all subjects were taught in English language. From the learning process until dealing with the school's management, he had been forced to interact with the surrounding only in English language.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 008

2011-01-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

The opportunity offered by the ministry of defense at that time was limited to six vacant only. In line with that, only the best is likely to be choose. Before someone is being called to fill up the vacant, they need to undergo a few level of disciplines process to measure their capability and commitment.

That wasn't the only things that count, those disciplines also need to be supported by assorted criterion as well such as education background, physical outlook, performance during recruitment and so on. Not to forget the fraternity which had malicious intention to spoil everyone else chance was one of the great challenge and such a super villain to defeat.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 007

2011-01-18T23:07:00.001+08:00

After a few months in the academy, my father had been given an opportunity to enhance his knowledge and sharpen his skills after was being offered to further his study in Aussie. Over the period, he had studied abroad to seek further information by underwent the collaboration research exercise between Malaysia and Australia. The researches were covering a lot of things especially on the cutting edge technology majorly involving jet fighters and choppers.

He was not the only cadet that received the once-in-a-life-time-opportunity at that time yet there were another five members had jointed the mission to form a skillful and solid team. Each members of the team had been assigned for a different task. Each one of them was expected to bring home the new information in term of skills, techniques, procedures, data arrangement and so on which could be benefited to the nation especially in fostering the national defense as a whole.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 006

2011-01-17T22:29:00.003+08:00

Oh shit! I don't know where to begin. There's a lot of thing in my mind and I need to simplify them first and arrange accordingly based on the right sequence. To use the chronology system is likely not appropriate.

Everything has jumbled up as all the facts appear in mind at the same time. Well, I need to narrow down and sort out all the useless clutters so that whatever I write down will be looked more convincing and reliable. There's a plenty of necessary things that pertinent his past. To write down the whole story is not a wise idea anyway.

According to my mother, the first time my father met his friend was on the enrollment day of Air-Force recruitment back in late 80's. That time my father was still young, single and yet to be married. So did with his friend.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 005

2011-01-16T22:40:00.001+08:00

Just know I re-read all my entries from January 12 until January 15. I figured out that I was writing something way irrelevant from the title itself. I was dumbfounded for a moment as its very shameful to state unrelated issue which got nothing to do with my intention. Well, since I was dragged out the irrelevant, I stress out the verdict to continue until the end.

I guess it's enough for me to write down regarding the feeling and expression part. Since the topic has changed the direction from somewhere to nowhere, I would like to continue with a bit of my father's past so that you'll get a clear view of what actually had happened over the duo in the past years. Certain part is unlikely yet to be ascertained as I gathered the fact by hearsay majorly from my mother.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 004

2011-01-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Its fine if we are unable to dream the expression but it sounds ridiculous if we don't have any idea what we suppose to do once we meet our old best friend. We should bear in mind that the first thing that would come in action is to shake their hand and greet them. Normally, the next basic start is asking their condition and healthy as fundamental topic to ignite the next curiosity approach.

Then we are obviously will drag them for a long conversation to seek further unknown subject on each other while we were untouched. We will have a long chit chat and most of the talk pertaining the current lifestyle, family, properties, business and so on. That what my father and his friend did in the first time they confronted after haven't met for ages.

So, the topic comes to various and the conversation sometime has diverted towards more hilarious condition after certain amusing issue come to be highlighted, cheering the atmosphere with sincere grinning from ear to ear and interval by chuckles. My father couldn't help to deny the ecstasy as he looked inevitably pleased at that moment.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 003

2011-01-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

Once he got our address in hand and based on it he managed to surprise my father. That was why they came in all of sudden instead of phoning us at the first place. That time, he came along with his entire family on a sole mission which is to visit us. My father felt much appreciated and the atmosphere a little bit heartwarming as I saw the duo wipe-out-their-tears scene.

Just imagine the feeling that you might have after you never ever met up your old fella after being separated quite long. Thing will be more tragic after knowing the fact that he/she was the one who was being supportive over you at any course. The sweet and bitter moment that count surely.

Okay, could you feel the expression? Could you describe the feeling or the feeling is just indescribably or you can't find the suitable words to represent the feeling? Well, even me after I put myself in the shoes, I couldn't feel that particular expression as I just live my life for almost 23 years up to date and has yet to face such situation. No wonder you can't!

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's Eve...part 002

2011-01-13T22:54:00.006+08:00

If I'm not mistaken, my father was being apart from his best friend for almost 15 years .The next paragraph would describe a bit of how the fate works. After so long, they are able to meet up.

My father's friend had came to our house once, so this is the time for my father to pay back the visit. Meaning to say, the motive of this trip is to return back my father's friend visit and as the fact that my father is eager and excited to meet his best acquaintance.

The fate has turned around after my father's friend had suddenly appeared at our doorstep during the Hari Raya festival last year. The-all-of-sudden visit had making my father came to a state of shock. Thanks to the one who had forwarded our full address and valid contact number which lead the duo to reunite for the first time after being apart so long.

Will be continued...

Event of New Year's eve...part 001

2011-01-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

On the New Year's Eve, I was not one of the New Year's revelers who had partying while waiting and counting down the New Year of 2011 to kick in. I was in Salak Tinggi to meet my parents there where they were on trip from Batu Pahat.

My father came to Salak Tinggi with initial intention to visit his old friend and the fact that to enroll my sister in her new college on the next following day (Saturday). It's also the fact that they took advantage of 3 public holidays in a row where they felt on Friday, Saturday and Sunday in conjunction with AFF Suzuki cup won by national team, New Year of 2011 and Public holiday respectively.

So, we met at my father's friend house. I had been there before and this is my second time to travel there. So, put aside the possibility of me to get lost in the area as it would not be the issue. Plus, I have a few friends which are staying nearby and had roaming around the place for a couple of times. I could say that I'm quite familiar with the place and ascertaining the surrounding pretty well.

Will be continued...

New Year's Resolution...Part 011 (Series Finale)

2011-01-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Since the 1st January 2011, I have coming out with the New Year's resolution and I guess, it's time to end it up. This is the last entry and would be the series finale..chew~wah... Including this entry, I have written 11 entries related the New Year's resolution and I have started to lost interest. I'm tired of thinking as I don't have any clue what is the next word to grouse about.

Back to those resolute, the sole motivation of me painstakingly come out with resolute #1 until resolute #7 are to guide and bring me to the stable future. I wrote them down to demonstrate the enthusiasm and a positive outlook on the forthcoming years. Reveal how I want to shape the next four years by contemplating every possible way to grab the level I'm dreaming in very triumphantly.

For resolute #8, it is different issue. I could take an efficient action immediately at any time whenever I start to concern about it. It's about my self-organize-problem. I could fix it with vigorous awareness campaign and It can be more effective when a little pressure put upon me such as nagging or babbling. I recognize both as supportive and constructive encouragement from surrounding.

Well, action speaks louder than words. If I keep bitching about my own-far-reaching New Year's resolution but no immediate action has been taken afterwards, then it's futile and pointless. In line with that, I have vainly written those resolute and everything will fall down into the drain. It's useless and hopeless!

Anyway, this is just a plan. I would not be nabbed or police would undergo probe and bring me to gallows upon conviction albeit I'm unable to commit and have to breach and violate all the resolute or towards certain part due to reasonable excuse. I just need to omit a few things to ensure the resolute keep rolling so that I could thrive to my goal no matter what :)

New Year's Resolution...Part 010

2011-01-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

Resolute #8 doesn't reflect my future at all. when I was about to come out with the new year's resolution last time, I was under uncertainty circumstance whether to put it on the list or not since it just relates on my lifestyle and personal life. But finally, I managed to write it down even it is blatantly couldn't spur up the benchmark of my achievement.

To tell you the truth, my room is super messy yet it's not dirty. I repeat - it is super messy but not dirty. Do you hear me? Hopefully my shout doesn't fall in the deaf ears. I don't know why this kind of bad behavior happens to me. I'm not neither a lazy man nor I'm becoming one.

This kind of behavior is not a new thing. It has continuously happen since I was a kid back in my home. After I sat for PMR examination, I continued my studies in technical school and stayed in hostel. Two years later, after I sat for SPM examination, I underwent my studies in higher learning for 5 years. Now, I'm working and live my life all by myself.

Even many things have changed over the period, one thing still remains the same - I seldom have intention to tidy up my own room or space and do not practice the chores exercise in daily basis, weekly basis or even monthly basis to maintain the cleanness.

It doesn't makes sense if I never did the chores and tidy up my room. I used to clean it up once in a while like brushed away the dusts, remove clutter things where I presume I don't want it to block my view line anymore and disposed trashes into the dustbin. Ironically, The neat and tidy "mode" just stayed for a few hours before I start the old routine.

I wish that "cleanness" could be stay for much longer instead of temporary basis as I never enjoy doing this particular activity which is namely as chores exercise. Since it's a new year, I will try to change it for the sake of better lifestyle. I'll start self pushing from today onwards!

New Year's Resolution...Part 009

2011-01-09T22:04:00.001+08:00

Resolute #7 stresses about how the significant of experience could influence my future. Every moment I went through whether it is a bitter one or the sweetest one should be recognized as a lesson learned. At certain point, those lesson learned could be worthwhile or guidance for certain repeated circumstances in forthcoming.

I don't know whether you have ever heard about this or not but I believe most of people have stumbled upon this particular quote "experience is a good lecturer". It does true. You will never know when you need to rise again until you realize you have fallen downward. Unfortunately, you'll never success to rise again without experience.

Let say you fail in doing something due to wrong pace or you had refused to follow the procedure accordingly, in your next attempt, you have to implement based on the corrective measure to tackle the problem.

If you commit a wrongdoing, just don't repeat it all over again and again. Use the experience you have gained beforehand to turn things around. This time around, make sure you avoid by doing the same mistake so that you would not fall in the same failure.

Back in my case, by holding up my current position, it gives me privilege to gain more experience. During my time at construction site, I got a lot of chances to observe and learn various construction activity and phase.

I spend almost 6 - 7 hours in 6 days in every week there. If I get curious in something, all I need to do is asking the site supervisor or site engineer straightforward instead of watch them with blank mind. Maybe for the time being, the knowledge has nothing to do with my job, but who knows it would benefit me in different ways later on.

Once I have done with one location, I crave to seek more. I will walk away to somewhere else where the other different task is undergone. Here, I will find new attractive thing which could trigger my curiosity sense. Here the leaning process and gaining knowledge process take place.

New Year's Resolution...Part 008

2011-01-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

Resolute #6 plays much vital in the next four or five years after I have steady accumulated cash in saving account or in other terms, it's called as financial capital where it's the most important thing to run business.

By creating many new networking amongst the processionals, you would create and open many wide chances as they could be the springboard to the business we intent to run. There are various of favors you could have from them especially regarding beneficiaries which could expedite the set up process and progress.

Create new networking amongst the professionals are not too difficult. All I need to do is respect them due to their specialties, being polite all the time, befriend with them and being articulated as much as possible but not too much because you'll be looked annoying on their eyes.

Once they found you are annoying, the chance and opportunity that you might get would be tarnished. You have squandered the networking as all beneficiaries that stranded on you would be pulled out away from you. A person who seems to bring a bright future suddenly disappear and leave you nowhere in the business realm. What a disappointment!

New Year's Resolution...Part 007

2011-01-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

Resolute #5 pertains about to be wised in spending. The cash flow must be controlled as the money flow out should not surpass the money flow in. This resolute encourages me to buy things based on the need but not for the desire.

I should control my monthly expenditure if I'm keen to achieve the resolute #1 and #2 in successful scale. Those three resolute are linked together which means if I have violated any of those resolute, the impact will be imposed upon one another.

I realize this resolute has something to do with my purchasing power yet I'm determined that I could cope with it even it takes me a while to disperse the shopping spree temptation. I'm optimistic it will works out sooner or later depends on my performance. Only time would tell!

New Year's Resolution...Part 006

2011-01-06T21:31:00.003+08:00

Resolute #4. Frankly speak that to fall in love at the young age is not necessary. Plus love at the young age would distract the chance or as somewhat "threats" of successful life in the near future.

It's better if you focus on your saving activity and plan to run your own business at the young age. Once you start make money and gain loads of profits, you will feel the enchanting life in the long run. Yet the possibility of losing money need to be taken into the account as the risk is still there.

I think people are normally losing their money continuously at the young age where they pay anything just want to cheer up their loved ones and ironically, most of them are being separated in the end. From there, your invested money doesn't shine your days anymore.

Put aside the possibility for you to marry the potential rich girl and visualize this - Save money and be in business, get your mansion or apartment and buy a spacious luxury car from the profit you have gained. After both most basic needs are ready, then seek a girl and built up the happy family so that both of you will through the quality life.

Once again, the possibility of losing money need to be taken into the account as running any kind of business would put your money at stake. Think carefully before you make your move and everything you have planned must be in top-notched scale.

If you recognize yourself as the real man, then that is the path you should take but when the nature calls, it would be a different issue.

Will be continued...

New Year's Resolution...Part 005

2011-01-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

My resolution for year 2011 seems a far-reaching one yet I'm optimistic for more greatness to come. I come out with those resolutions after brainstormed and not deliberately pick them up by haphazardly. I'm not a petty-minded person yet I'm a forward-thinking person.

My New Year's resolution - An Overview

Resolute #1 and #2 should be working together since resolute #2 is reflected by how well my performance for resolute #1. If I could demonstrate good discipline to ensure the success of resolute #1, there should be no worry for resolute #2.

After the rough calculation were made, I have estimated to accumulate the minimum cash of 48K by the end of year 2014. From that hefty sum, it comprises of some for my car's loan, apartment's loan, marriage reception, invest in stock market & unit trust and last but not least - allocate some to establish company and set up the business under my management.

Resolute #3 is still under consideration and depends on the needs in the future. If the car is yet not to be needed in my daily basis, so it's pointless to own one. If I do have one, surely I need to pay its monthly fee where I consider lost to my saving cash. Plus, car is considered as great depreciation asset. It's not similar of owning properties like apartment and land where it is considered as appreciation asset.

Will be continued...

New Year's Resolution...Part 004

2011-01-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

As you could read in the previous entry, I have stated 8 resolute for the year of 2011 which I presume those resolute is relevant for the time being to foster in shaping the future. Those resolute might be validated for the upcoming years as well as I have a long term goal in plan.

Okay, I would like to reveal the reason of me painstakingly pick out those 8 resolute items. To be honest, I'm a regular reader of many books which has written by Azizi Ali. My cousin is the one who introduced me with those books back in 5 years ago.

The contents of the books are majorly about financial planning and since then I have read many financial book from this particular writer. I found all methods and advices are likely reliable and do make sense. This also the fact that this particular writer has spurred my desire and impetus the spirit to bolster strive.

New Year's Resolution...Part 003

2011-01-03T23:01:00.003+08:00

After I revealed my New Year's resolution yesterday, a few more have suddenly come across in my head. They came just right when I was about to go to sleep. So, I'm going to write down a few more resolute so that it looks a hunky - dory resolution list :)

Resolute #6: Create new networking amongst the professionals - Since I work for this consultant firm, I have exposed myself and meet various of individuals. Most of them are playing a big part in the construction field. I met a few architects who were responsible in designing for many enormous building in Putrajaya and skyscraper in great KL city. I also met the project director and main contractor's representative which were responsible in construction stage for those building. I met a few officers from Putrajaya Holding and also officers from Public Work Department (JKR). All these chances were bouncing over me whenever I have being appointed as safety officer for this rectifying work at the Government Administrative Center, Putrajaya. I'm very optimistic that some of them could influence my future. InsyaAllah.

Resolute #7: Gaining experiences as many as possible - This resolute also quite important. Experience could be the springboard if you intent to expand your career further. Experience also need to go parallel with knowledge since experience is nothing without knowledge and vice-versa. After I think about my current role at the construction site, I could say that I'm in the right track to learn a lot of things. I'm grateful after Allah has granting me the chances which could link me to my future dream.

Resolute #8: Start self - pushing for chores exercise - This resolute sound a little bit nonsense yet I'm looking forward on it. To tell you the truth, I'm not a very hardworking person when it comes to keep my room in clean, neat and tidy circumstance. I'm not lazy yet I just enjoy the scene where a lot of things are messing the space...lol... They look good to the way they are. You could ask my mother or my former housemate to seek the confirmation. Sometime, I could notice a spider web hanging at certain corner! It takes me awhile to change this particular bad habit since nobody seems to like it.

New Year's Resolution...Part 002

2011-01-02T21:48:00.012+08:00

After I adjourned my New Year's resolution list and bitching too much on the previous entry yesterday, now I'm likely to come out and reveal all significant points on the list which are:

Resolute #1: Saving money - Since I'm working and getting my paycheck at the end of every month, I've allocated a few hundred in my ASB account. I also have channelized another a few hundred to another leading financial institution which is namely as CIMB Bank and Maybank. Normally, I could save about Rm 600 and the amount sometime could be up to Rm 800 or Rm 900 depends on my monthly expenditure.

Resolute #2: Accumulating financial capital - I'm not the one who like to be an employee or work for someone else for the rest of my life. I have a dream to be a manager or run my own business and for that sake, I have a plenty of plan in the future. Then, accumulating financial capital should be the most necessary thing I should done first. I hate people who always bitching to run their own business but don't have any saving in their bank account to cater all the things it takes. At last, they end up the plan with history.

Resolute #3:Resisting the desire of owning a car - Used car or the new one, I'm not going to buy any, not until year 2015 comes over. This looks difficult to get it done, but I have to obey this resolute so that everything I have planned would be perfectly on schedule. I would try to make my bike at full use over the remaining years to cater all journeys before the time reaches the year 2015. I wish my company could provide any transport such as four wheel drive car for me not just for my convenience at construction site, but also for all outdoor activities.

Resolute #4: Resisting the desire to fall in love - Having girlfriends are fine for me but I should think deeper to fall in love with them. I do want to have one but not until the year 2015. I do reckon that it's not the right time for that. I think from the year 2011 until the next four years, I need to focus on somewhere else. Having the loved ones at this moment is not necessary I guess.

Resolute #5: Spending wisely - In order to cater the resolute no. 1 and no.2, this part is really significant. I need to control my financial behavior and expenditure so that I don't look very extravagant person. Money track back would be used if I have financial matter in constant way such as over spending.

Will be continued...

New Year's Resolution...Part 001

2011-01-01T19:56:00.011+08:00

As promised, now I'm blatantly about to reveal my New Year's resolution list for the year of 2011. I contemplate this year would be my starting point or a fundamental preparation for my future and a long term basis of successful. In this year, I wish everything I do would be worthwhile and benefited me for a long run as in return.

Reminiscing year of 2010, I have to say that this is the year of my turning point from was being a student, then was being a jobless young graduate and after that I involve in working life in late October of year 2010 until present.

After the years were tallied, I was being a student for almost 17 years. It does make sense after the year toll is calculated from I was in kindergarten, primary school, secondary school and whenever I underwent the higher education level.

If last year resolution list (did I have that list?...lol) was more to education context such as don't want to skip the boring class or not trying to escape from the annoying class and lectures anymore, submit assignment before the due date, stop copy and paste exercise from someone else, score for flying colors in every single subject...bla...bla...bla but this time, it would be literally much different.

At first, I have a plenty of plans and goals for the year 2011 and ahead. I'm barely couldn't highlight the important one but I manage to narrow down and justify or in other words to simplify them. I just highlight things that would be significantly driving me to the certain level.

I have dreaming about to become rich where money never ever against desire, living my life in harmony and prosperity, having a happy and loyal family where they still support me even I'm in the deepest point. Maybe I sound exaggerate but it's the fact!

I found this entry is just too long and manage to write down the resolution in the next entry... bye bye :D

2010 in Memory

2010-12-31T22:55:00.012+08:00

As the year is drawing to a close, most Malaysians are either enjoying some time off with their loved ones or drawing up New Year's resolution but things are heating up on my career interest. Back in year 2009, I was a student but now since in the midyear of year 2010 until present, I declare myself as an employee. Surely my point of view, the mission, vision and my goals as well should be different regarding the evolution of time.

Okay, now it's time to say goodbye to year 2010 and welcome the year 2011. It's a New Year's eve and in less than an hour we will move to the next year. I believe most of us are so much ready with wish-list such as new willpower, new determination, new desire, new changes and new resolution so that this New Year will run with a fresh kick start. Most of the wish must be related to the turnaround of the bad thing so that life could be running better compare with the past.

In year 2010, it brings a lot of feeling and emotion towards each day and night that I have been through. 365 days are not a short period and obviously many things had happened over the year. All the feelings were jumbled up together and swipe to each other which make my life complete as it contains of joy, happiness, anger, mad, excitement, exhilaration, challenges, sweet moments, bitter moments and so on.

So, I shouldn't forget those memories throughout the year of 2010 regardless the sweet one or the bitter one, both are playing big roles in reforming my habit, behavior and commitment. The lifestyle I used to live with would be the useful experience in the next year especially whenever I'm at my deepest point. Experiences are the good lecturer isn't it? Okay, the upcoming entry would shows my resolution list for year 2011 :)

A "YEAY" On The Government Thanksgiving

2010-12-31T00:48:00.012+08:00

Well, we have been given a sudden public holiday on Friday which was announced and approved by the government in conjunction with the victory over the Suzuki Cup. This is the recent impact after Malaysia enabled to trash all the title rivals and this latest impact is hitting at the right moment :)

Just visualize this, Friday is a public holiday due to the government generosity of its meaningful thanksgiving after Malaysia won the Suzuki Cup, Saturday is a public holiday in conjunction with the new year of 2011 and Sunday, it's clearly a weekend. By having these three days in a row period is just a perfect year end's bonus. It's a real big bonus and very convenience for everyone, indeed.

All Malaysians are adamant to appear and step forward for giving their full support and cheering up all the sportsman and sportswoman's endeavor if the relevant parties or ministry department knows how to pay back all the painstaking motivation all Malaysians had shown. By giving public holiday is one good way of incentive so that the people would know the government still concern and look up on their contribution.

I realize by giving a one day off this Friday to the public could give effect to certain quarters and appear as irregularity, especially the one who is in the realm of entrepreneurship and the one who hires many local manpower. It could seriously damage the growth of profit's graph due to the loss of productivity.

In the mean time, those employees are absolutely ecstasy towards the news. Even they are not working, their wedges is absurd to be reduced since it is the government order. Anyway, I hope everyone is happy with the public holiday this Friday to celebrate and look forward to the new year. Wish the country could win many more in this particular arena so that more sudden public holiday could be announced to symbolize the government appreciation :)

Malaysian team won the trophy but actually they are not

2010-12-30T01:23:00.015+08:00

It's a well relief once the final whistle of the second-leg of the Suzuki Cup final was blown, alerted the match was over as particular and the tournament meet the end as a whole. The question of whether Malaysian football team to win the title as the history in the making or otherwise has finally answered.

I'm seriously proud to be Malaysian now. Indeed. Well it is a party time for all Malaysian fans to celebrate along with the winning trophy after waiting patiently for such a long period (14 years of waiting I guess). We as Malaysian have every right to be in jubilation while the young Malaysian side deserves high credential upon their performances.

I'm not the one to be a football pundit, yet I just can't help myself to share my opinion and thought from what I had observed. To tell the truth, it was a disappointment somehow after Malaysia team was unable to keep the winning streak. Plus, the lost happen whenever Malaysian player played more to defensive and play safe while the opponent played the attacking strategy. It was a one way traffic game!

Okay, Malaysia team won the trophy but actually they are not. Get real folks! Hey, you should aware that they were beaten just now by Indonesia team with 1 - 2 defeat. Notwithstanding Malaysia team won in the first-leg of the final, it doesn't enough to show Malaysia team has take total control of their bitter rival, Indonesia.

They (Malaysia team) win the trophy after the aggregate goals were tallied with 4 - 2 victory. Thanks with the high scores back in Bukit Jalil Stadium. I describe this glory is just a pretty much luck! Vigorous training should be lunched so that Malaysian football team could improve more with convincing performance in the near future.

Malaysian national team is on fire!

2010-12-28T20:18:00.002+08:00

First of all, I want to offer my congratulation over the Malaysian national football team after be able to beat Indonesian national team in the first-leg of the Suzuki Cup final with very convincing win recently. Netted three stunning goals over the closest rival Indonesia is not an easy task. Obviously, praises over them were skyrocketed nowadays.

It takes courage and high determination and 100% focus is needed in the pitch to pave such glory. I hope Malaysia could stay calm and focus for the second-leg of the Suzuki Cup final which will be held at away pitch (Gelora Bung Karno Stadium, Jakarta) to keep the winning habit and the winning streak.

Mathematically, Malaysian national team is still 90 minutes away from the trophies and it's enough to make me concern about their next match in Indonesia side. I'm afraid they unintentionally conceded three goals which bring them level in term of aggregate.

Even they have quite an advantage and chance to snatch the title after scoring quite number of goals without conceded any (clean sheet) in Malaysia, the atmosphere in Indonesia will be much different in term of the support from their fans which is believed even more fanatics.

The Indonesian supporters would be the true super villain upon Malaysian footballer. I'm afraid they will be petrified upon the constant pressure and indirectly pandemonium their playing rhythm. Well, whatever it is, I still have faith in Malaysian national team to bring home the Suzuki Cup trophies and mark the new history by ending up the trophy for the first time.

Last time, I was on relaxed setting and was watching Malaysian footballer against Indonesian national team, broadcast live on TV1 from Bukit Jalil Stadium after I was unable to afford a ticket due to the time constraint.

But I'm still satisfied as long as I could watch the way they played. Well, I'm not the one to boast about my love for Malaysian national team but I got quite an ear full when Malaysia was beaten by Indonesian national team in curtain raiser of the tournament last time.

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

First of all, I want to dedicate this first paragraph towards those who are celebrating Christmas recently. I don't think it's too late to wish all my Christian friends out there a Merry Christmas since it's still snowing in Europe.

Does snowing in Europe got something to do with Christmas celebration all over the world?...lol... The fact seems unreliable, so don't believe it plainly. Anyway, I'm wishing all my Christian friends a Merry Christmas and may this festival bring abundant joy and happiness in your life!

Well, I wonder what is the common activity all the Christians do during Christmas. Decorate trees? Have a feast among the family members, relatives and acquaintances or likely called as family gathering? Playing firecrackers or firework like most Muslims do?

But one thing I'm pretty sure. Before the Christmas day hits, we could see the malls bursting with people who are doing their Christmas shopping. They hit the stores and walking around with one aim which to be buying a Christmas presents for their loved ones and acquaintances :) I wish I could have one later :)

When The Toothache Pain Strikes, The Food tastes bitter. Once It's Painless, The Food Is So Much Heaven.

2010-12-24T22:42:00.001+08:00

Since just evening, I was extremely hungry even I have had consumed a few slices of cakes and hot beverages. Foods were treated by the sub-contractors before I went back home from the office. I could hear the tummy is growling and situation went worse after the rain just didn't make thing any better. So right now, I'm having a slight of peanut butter with chocolate stripe, sandwiched by two slices of gardenia's bread.

Well, the paragraph above is not what I'm trying to cite here. The main point that I want to highlight is about my recent experience under the toothache circumstances. To tell you the truth, having such pain from toothache is just an agony and such a hard-to-forget experience of a life time.

Err...this is absolutely not my tooth...

I started to experience the pain since a month ago due to cavity. Every time I eat, I need to beware of the damage structure of the teeth so that I will not hurt myself when I start chew. As one of the preventive measure I had enforced, I had put an extra careful in digesting process where only a few selected foods are allowed to consume.

This one as well, it's not showing my tooth. Mine more handsome!

Because of the horrid pain, I had inclined to set up an appointment with a dental specialist (dentist) at my home town last week (Sunday, December 19) in order to eradicate the misery. After a series of surgical operation took place, now my teeth are painless. Even it costs me almost Rm 200, I still think it is valued for my invested money. I regain my chewing power!

Why on Saturday, why not on Sunday? (Wedding Cik Nora)

2010-12-23T11:00:00.005+08:00

This is the best part of the wedding. It was an absolutely sensational performance!

Last Saturday was my relative wedding reception. The bride is my aunt actually and also the fact that it is the exact reason for my homecoming in the first place - to attend my aunt's wedding reception. I'm wondering about a few things which have bewildering my head, frowning my forehead and shrugging my shoulder.

Okay, I have nothing to comment regarding the color scheme they had chose, the total wedding invitation cards they had distributed, the wedding concepts they showed whether contemporary or anything else, the way they run the wedding arrangement and miscellaneous things.

Well-deserved photo since it was a standing-ovation from the crowd

The event was held on 18th December 2010 which is on Saturday. It's obviously uncommon when they pick the date where basically people tend to choose the weekend (Sunday) as priority for such event. Furthermore, as everyone knows, Sunday is a public holiday and most of the guests are free to come to cherish the invitation.

The wedding event took place on 18th December 2010 which is Saturday. The date will turn to 25 December 2010 in a week later and it falls in the similar day (Saturday). To more specific, it's a Christmas day. Then why the duo (bride and the groom) didn't pick that particular date to enshrine their precious moment. I bet it would be more memorable moment for them. I believe so.

Unless they have their own particular reason by doing so, then I got nothing to do to against their decision - making.

(This image has uploaded without permission from any party)

Last but not least, I want to express out and offer my congratulation for the duo (the bride and the groom) for their wedding. Here is wishing each new day finds your heart closer. your lives fuller, your love deeper. Congratulation once again on your new life together :)

Real-Life-Scene in Bus Terminal

2010-12-21T19:53:00.002+08:00

After the days were tallied, it has been almost a month that I haven't back to my hometown and visit my whole family. So last Friday (17/12/2010), I went back to my hometown (Batu Pahat) along with my cousin.

I bought the tickets a week before (Saturday, December 11) at Bus Terminal, Bukit Jalil. If you aware, during that time, JomHeboh! event ran their program just nearby the station. This place was crowded with visitors and traffic congestion is just inevitable. Luckily I took my bike to ensure my mission's accomplished without so many errands (being stuck in traffic congestion)

As I agreed to meet my cousin as we picked the bus platform as rendezvous, I waited him since I was the first to show up. The bus was there but the door was yet to be opened. A few moments of waiting, the bus driver opened the door and allowed the passengers to get inside. At that moment, my cousin still didn't show up.

I decided to go in first without my cousin at my side. The intention was to book our favorite seats first before somebody else do. Normally, we prefer to seat at the forefront, specifically behind the driver so that I could see the clear front view from that spot. At first, the intention seemed to be fine but it won't stay for quite long.

After a certain moment, there was coming my cousin, and at the same time there was a lady just right in front of him. Once the lady confirmed her ticket with the bus driver, She came and seated next to me, just right on the place where I have booked for my cousin initially. I clarified about the matter but she claimed the seat temporarily belong to her by referring her ticket.

In order to cease the misunderstood from dragging even further, I let the girl took the place. So, my cousin was seated a few rows behind me. Since he had no complaints, it should be no problem for me and the girl either. I bet it was her first time traveled with an express bus!

Those who are rarely travel with an express bus, this is valued advice for you: Once you are solely take an express bus as transport to go anywhere, you could pick any seat randomly as you wish.

It's a free seating actually. Please do not refer to your ticket, it just a paper of evidence that you have paid the ticket's fee. The number on the ticket is just to make sure they don't exceed or outnumber the passenger's limit.

Takraw is What I play best, so...

2010-12-20T19:19:00.002+08:00

(Low quality images were taken from my humble Motorola V3i Phone)

Last week (Sunday 12/12/2010), I had participated in Takraw tourney which was held at Paroi, Negeri Sembilan. It was my old schoolmate idea since we never played together and haven't met for 5 years.

Over the years, he improves very well in Takraw as he takes "Tekong" for his best position. There were 24 teams and we were divided in 8 groups. Each group contains 3 teams. In the preliminary stage, all games were not very challenging and we had succeeded to leap to the next stage, the relegation stage.

Unfortunately, we were unable to go further in the tourney after we were trashed. We were beaten with embarrassing score as we had conceded too many easy points to the very skillful rivals. Okay, that's how our journey in this tournament ends up.

Now it comes to the registration fees. To ensure we are able to be one of the contenders in this tourney, normally we were required to pay certain amount of money. The total registration fee is Rm 300 per team. I presume it is pretty expensive for those who come from rural area.

It's nothing wrong about that and I could understand why the registration fee is needed. It might be to buy trophies, medals, consolation prizes, pay certain amount of commissions over the crews and not to forget - gain profit for certain incumbent parties.

Lucky for us, we hadn't paid any single cent since all fees were settled by NSSDC (Negeri Sembilan Skills Development Center). Meaning to say, we were under NSSDC umbrella and all we need to do is just to play for the sake of NSSDC organization.

Okay, this is the deal. In case we win the title, we could take home those prizes and cash but in return, we need to enshrine the glory in the name of NSSDC organization. Do you clear?

A Letter to JRM Management Office

2010-12-17T06:48:00.012+08:00

17th December 2010
PJH/10/418

JRM SERVICES SDN BHD
Aras 1, Block B8, Government Administrative Center,
Parcel B, 62502 Putrajaya.

Atten: Eng. Mohd Salleh Bin Mohd Yusof

Dear Sir,

THE PROPOSED GFRC RECTIFICATION WORKS AT JABATAN PERDANA MENTERI, i.e. BLOCK B1, B2, B3, B4, B5, B6, B7 & B8 AT PARCEL B, PRECINT 1, FEDERAL GOVERNMENT ADMINISTRATIVE CENTRE, PUTRAJAYA.

CONTRACT NO: BDG/GOV/P1/PARCEL B/CONTRACTOR/09-0106

Permission to Utilize The Lift Motor Room

On behalf with the above matter, we are pleased to ask permission to utilize the lift motor room for block 7 & block 8. The work will be carried out from 17th December 2010 and the completion date is expected on 31st December 2010.

2. For your additional information, in order to ensure our manpower to undergo their tasks, it is necessary for them to enter the lift motor room since it is the only access way available to reach their workplace.

3. Within two days, the complete schedule in term of the date and the time will be submitted to your department for your perusal. The type of works that will be carried out will be compiled together.

4. Your cooperation is highly appreciated. Thank you.

Yours Faithfully,

............................................
(KAMARULZAMAN NORDIN)
Health & Safety Officer,
Astea Innobiz Ventures Consultancy Services

G.I pipe relocation had failed...Part 002

2010-12-15T21:13:00.002+08:00

After the incident, I went down to ground level where the G.I pipe landed. I investigated if there is another affect due to the falling impact. I brought along the camera so that I could record some related photos of any defect for proof purpose.

Existing broken glass

Based on my observation, I noticed an existing broken glass, just under the build - in - tinted glass we had broke. The place is cordoned by barricade tape as well and a piece of paper was glued on the tape. A shot message has written on the both portion. The message tells "Awas, Kaca Pecah!" with intent to deliver a subtle message to public.

With no hesitancy, I could tell that someone had broken the glass first before we struck the second hit on the other glass. I was surprised at first but when I think further the way the accident happen, I'm sure that we have nothing to do with the existing broken glass.

Broken build - in - tinted glass

Unfortunately, the situation would become complicated once we report to the JRM maintenance office. Surely they allege that we are solely the source of both broken glass as they link the existing broken glass with our case. Yet it still can be corrected if someone wants to step forward and clear the allegation.

Accident area has been cordoned by barricade tape.

Fortunately it happened on Saturday where all government staffs are off from their duty. I bet no one knows about the incident accept all of us and the construction crews. My superior asks me to do a stand - by report in case someone do issue to the incumbent party.

As long as no one open their mouth and no complaint from any parties, this problem will remain top secret for the sake of the company's reputation. I know this perception is clearly wrong, but this is inevitable once you step in working life.

G.I pipe relocation had failed...Part 001

2010-12-14T21:00:00.007+08:00

Last Saturday, there was an accident happened at my workplace and this is the first since I've been appointed as safety and health officer in here. This is the moment where my expertise and responsibility play big role. It happened at one of the office building at government administrative center, parcel B Putrajaya. The unwanted accident happened at 11.25 a.m.

Accident scene

Those who are familiar with this center, the accident occur at behind block 1 and opposite the auditorium. This accident is resulted from misconduct work by the manpower that was in charge. It is considered as human error as all safety aspects have been monitored.

G.I Pipe

The task is to relocate a 5 meter G.I pipe/steel pipe from level 5 to level 3 by using a string. Thing went wrong when the manpower fails to do the work according to the safety guideline as he tied the string at the middle portion of the G.I pipe and force the pipe loosed its balance.

As a result, the pipe was swinging hardly from left to right and loosed contact towards the string's grip. Subsequently, the particular pipe was directly felt down from level 5 to ground level and struck the glass window. The impact has causing a built - in -tinted glass had perished in the process. Luckily no one was wounded and fatality free.

Referring to the suggested technique of handling that kind of task, two strings should be used and convincingly tied at both end of the G.I. pipe and two manpower need to engage to control each string. Unfortunately, the manpower failed to follow the procedure due to lost focus or negligence upon the safety conduct in order to run less errands.

The manpower can't be solely blamed, the supervisor as well should concern and take responsible over the matter. The supervisor is believed careless in doing his job as he didn't pay attention and monitor the worker properly. I used to urge about his careless yet he refuted the allegation.

1432 Hijrh Resolution

2010-12-13T19:50:00.001+08:00

It was Tuesday in the past seven days and it was a public holiday in conjunction to Maal Hijrah. It means a year start in Hijriah calendar for Muslim world. Basically. all Muslim around the globe will organize small gathering at the mosque to recite the year end do'a.

Normally, the year end do'a recitation will be held before the Maghreb prayer while the year start do'a recitation will be held just right after the Maghreb's azan is over. Muslim in Malaysia have practiced this kind of routine in every year since ages and so do in another nations where there are Muslims organizations and populations do exist.

Well, I just want to write about my 1432 Hirah resolution due to this yearly event. Last year, I missed to be part of the gathering as I used to busy with my mundane affair. It seems that I was not take this at high concern and I'm shamed on myself as a Muslim.

As a result, I'm keen to come out with my new resolution to symbolize the changes I've made and keep to look forward on it all the time. My resolute lists are shown as follow:

Be a good Muslim in term of deeds, behavior and attitude.
Pledge myself to not miss daily worship.
Living my life with full of prosperity, tranquility, solidarity, harmony, serenity and peace.
Wish Allah would grant me easiness and facilitate me in conducting my daily basis and hope for Allah's bless.

I don't know how far I could keep up with those list notwithstanding it doesn't seem a far - reaching resolution but one thing I could guarantee, I will try at my best!!!

mishap and mischief (the extension version)

2010-12-11T21:02:00.001+08:00

The picture above visualizes how our main electricity circuit board was constructed by the developer. This is the place where the thief is believed to pull out the fuse from the socket. As I try to be in the designer shoes, the first thing across in mind is - no one will try to steal the fuse. It is priceless anyway if they tend to sell it.

Well, clearly it's a good typical Malaysian point of view, would the bad typical Malaysian think on the similar way? Do you think those people who overwhelm by malicious emotion will think similarly as the good people do think? Well, I concern about this matter and would not prefer to stay out of the business.

Now it comes for another issue where this circuit board is not frequently maintain in efficient manner. The circuit board could be reached by hands as the fence is not proper enough for securing purpose. In safety contexts, it could harm and endanger the residents, it's likely the various potential of hazardous could be possible to happen and jeopardized people. The safety is not very convincing as the fence sometime remains unlock!

Just imagine whenever the children come to touch the wrong portion of the board, where the electricity carry high voltage and strike them, surely they will be dead on the spot or admitted to the intensive care unit as their heart beat comes to halt. Plus, when the rain comes down and the water splashes towards the board, don't you think it will spur the spark or short circuit upon the electricity power supply.

If less fortunate, it may cause terrible explosion which could take the maximum death toll. Maybe I sound too exaggerated, yet the preventive measure to against mishaps and mischief still need to undertake. The developer should take high concern about this matter and improve the safety aspects in order to prolong and preserve the prosperity and tranquility for the future generation.

mishap and mischief

2010-12-07T17:03:00.009+08:00

Last Sunday was a massive disaster (should I used word "terrible" instead "disaster") It was freaking hot since our electricity power had cut off. At first, I thought TNB had cut it down due to the unsettle bills, yet my housemate convinced me all utility bills have been paid

I thought the whole neighborhood had faced the same matter, but it seems impossible after I noticed certain houses still could switch on their light. I could tell through the friction of light which had brightened their house. It happened during evening time, around 5.40 pm just right before I went out for evening sports.

I don't expect any unwanted or misfortune thing as I thought the power had been disabled by TNB technical support due to conduct their yearly maintenance. Once I back, the problem hadn't remedied yet. It seems my expectation faded down into the drain.

It's not only my house got infected, there were another 3 houses were likely face the same matter. Thus, everyone assembled outside and wondering the cause of the matter. Someone suggested to check the main fuse in the downstairs (This is a flat, so our main fuse is located at the same corner regardless the level we are staying)

We stared at the same spot and found out that the fuse had loss due to a theft. Then, we issued this to our security, asking them about their responsibility and effectiveness of securing system they have applied in this neighborhood.

One of the security could identify the suspect and was seeing that guy on the scene, but unable to take action on that moment. A frustrated person was directly claim by saying publicly, "this security guard is useless as he let the suspect went free. Then, what is the purpose of us hiring you?". Unleash the anger by shouting "dumbass". (I've converted the original statement from bahasa to english)

Subsequently, the guard tried to describe the suspect by telling the physical look of the thief. One of the obvious marks that he could recall was the thief hand has tattooed. My housemate knew the crook and able to recognize the suspect. The crook is his country mate. According to him, they were fought due to misunderstanding of certain issue. It is believed about their past.

The time was over the twilight and my housemate eager to find the suspect. I didn't want to get involved over the hassle, so I tend to be a bystander, waiting the solution from the sideline. It is believed the motive of the thief trying to make trouble just want to avenge my housemate as this is not the first time that guy seek trouble and fault. Plus, the fuse is worth less than Rm 10 if he intended to sell it. It is definitely doesn't make sense. The fuse is inexpensive!

An hour later, the suspect had finally caught up. Then my friend brought him over the security for identifying purpose. In the rendezvous, the guard had changed his statement which linked to freedom of the suspect. Not to forget, his action had provoked certain person. The further action was taken by lodging a police report. That night, I slept inconvenience due to the heat up.

Next following morning, the home owner came to the house, hoping to seek the solution by get rid the fundamental matter. He brought the new fuse to replace the stolen one. Once the fuse is connected, the electricity power is back. Everything is back to normal. The home owner claimed the price of the fuse is almost Rm 100 but others revealed it was just Rm 10.

WTF! What is the point by telling us such lie? Does he thinks by telling the lie, the thief would stop disturb us? The crime undergone by notorious person, likely a junky and nobody has stop button to cease or curb their crime and vandalism. Since now, I never heard the follow up news, I bet the thief is still outside, think freely to launch the next step of revenge assault.

Don't you just hate when...part 004

2010-12-05T00:10:00.007+08:00

Since I still stick up with the same title apart from the numbers of series, I'm pleased to come out with another series of unsettle issue from the previous entry. You are likely not recommended to scroll down your page as I believe everything that written in the next paragraph could stand on its own feet. It's able to deliver the clear subtle message of what I've considered as negative consequences due to "changes/transformations/switches".

I used to get familiar with my college's area and its surrounding. I had been there for more than 5 years since I stepped on the ground for the first time in early year 2005. After completing my diploma in year 2008, I decided to undergo my degree program in the same year, under the same institution and territory. Thus, it's required me to extend another 2 years time to complete my degree program. The completion date was in the mid year of this year.

Now, it comes toward the raised matter...

Since this college is surrounded with many shops and premises, I know very well which particular shop I need to go to if I need to buy something which is rare or not available or hard to find in common shop. Certain quarters, they valued your money with their high standard quality to meet your satisfaction and desire. "Valued for money" becomes their mark in business.

After became one of the populations there, I could tell which shops offered low price than any other shop for the similar stuff, which shop would give you their best regard, which shop will treat you like their friend and not to forget which shop offered the best quality in return for your decent payment.

Don't you just hate when...

When I've done with the sub-topics of the monthly safety report, now it comes for the binding process to take place. It's not a hard task, not even complicated yet it's requiring some time to get it done. I need to print out a few word documents, printed out a few pictures, make a few copy of the whole report and get it properly attached with nicely fold with plastic cover at the top and bottom portion.

When I was undergoing my studies, I know which shop could give these kinds of services at decent price as I used to submit my every single assignment. Practically, this report has no different at all despite the content is not so much similar, yet the way how the report looks alike is likely same.

Once I moved to Balakong, everything has changed. Obviously, this territory is pretty big compare with the small town called Mantin. There are a lot of premises and shop lots running their daily business solely to sustain their long lasting descent besides to create an active economic growth.

Become a new comer is not easy. I felt awkward with this new dimension. I need to walk slowly along the facade and staring those signboards which is advertising their type of business until I spotted the shop which provides the service that I'm looking for. However, it's not just like that easy. Sometime, certain shops have printer but they don't have photocopy machine and vice versa.

It's hard to find a shop which could get my report done in just a go and give me less errands. There's a lot of stationeries here but they just not proper equipped especially with printer and photocopy machine. But now, after two months time, I could overcome the matter very well. Now I know where to find the stationeries which could cater with my needs. Yet I still hate to spend my time and stupidly waste my precious effort just want to roam and seek the stationery. Argh! (Sigh)

Don't you just hate when...part 003

2010-11-29T20:06:00.009+08:00

During my studying years last time, I used to have a lot of assignments, basically given by lecturers which are respected to their subjects. I never found myself in trouble of ensuring those assignments to be completed based on the right sequent of the sub-topics - apart from my endeavor to find the answer is slightly discounted in this issue.

Everything looks easy at that time as I know where to find notes, who should I refer once I couldn't understand certain tasks and which generous friends I could copy down their answer without any sneered face.

But now, everything has changed. I couldn't feel the same convenience moment which I have experienced last time. All I could see now is a new hard life at the top of my head, waiting to be relinquished out.

It has been two months now that I've served Astea Innobiz Ventures Consultancy Services as their Safety & Health officer. I've learned a lot of things since the first day I entered the doorstep of site office in government administrative center, Putrajaya.

Reminiscing the awkward moment back there when I need to produce monthly safety report regarding the GFRC rectification work which was actively under progressed, I was bewildering whenever I went through all the documents. No one was there to guide me as no one concern about my confusion I had faced.

Well, I can't blame them for that as they were not the persons who are in-charged. The person who is responsible to show me the proper guide was officially resigned just before I get started. Meaning to say, I have no chance to confront and talk with him regarding the subject matter, not even to see his face! So, there's only one way left as they don't give me any option - I have to learn all by myself.

Back to the report, it has a quite number of sub-topic such as report progress, machinery used, workers name's list, fatalities/minor/major/serious injuries issues and many more. All these sub-topics have to be attached together in order to form a complete safety report. At certain month, the pages reached out between 50 to 60 pages. It's obviously thicker than most of my assignments during my studying years.

At my first attempt to form the report, I was fully lost and dumbfounded. I don't know what to do as no one was willing to appear and help me. I can conclude that moment was the hardest part for me so far since I work under this consultant. I need to enforce everything all by myself without any consistent help from others.

Even after I was befriended with the supervisors and engineers so that I could use them as my springboard to gain some favor, yet it seems doesn't work accordingly. At particular things, they are very resourceful while in the certain part, they give nothing, not even the subtle message.

But now, after I was successful in sailing through the hard time a month ago, I could say that I face no serious problem anymore in producing that particular report. Every page is just a piece of cake. There's nothing I should worry about. I've cover all sub-topics in order to cater all requirements from JKR, JRM, PJH and PERKESO as well. Even they noticed the lacks, I could revise them in less a day :)

Hopeless Girl and businessman

2010-11-25T23:45:00.007+08:00

For the second consecutive time, I've nothing in mind that I wish I could dump inside this entry as I'm completely running out of ideas. Usually, I used to write down my thoughts, experiences, issues and irregularities which force my dissatisfaction sense comes alive. Unfortunately, tonight those things haven't come across over the head, not even closer.

I endured the same situation yesterday but fortunately, a relative of mine came with an effective solution as she was tagging me with a bunch of questions. I could say that It's another way of sweets escape of boredom regime. Yet today is different, there's nothing could help me to regain back those ideas even how hard the brainstorming session I have launched. Every single way I tried was ended with frustration.

Apparently, it doesn't make sense if I say there's nothing in my head. Certainly, I do have some particular points which I presume we could share together, yet the point is not really convincing enough to be cited for the time being. So, I will write them later as I assure it will be more valuable later on.

Since the idea is still dried, I managed to roam on all over my blogger-mates until stumble up upon one particular entry, which was really attracting me. This entry reveals how a businessman's point of view replying the questions issued by one particular girl who described herself is pretty, beautiful and vogue. The worst part is, the girl was publicly urge her desire to marry any rich-man who has annual income more than 500 k. Well, to read the original post, please click me

Hopeless Girl : What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York . My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married? I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York CityGarden(? ), $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)
2) Which age group should I target?
3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys
4) How do you decide who can be your wife, who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Reply From CEO J.P Morgan :

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here. From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you. The answer is very simple, so let me explain. Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of "beauty" and "money": Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square.

However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a "trading position". If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or "leased". Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Tag!

2010-11-24T23:48:00.006+08:00

Currently I have nothing much to do apart from frequently navigate the internet browser since the late evening until this moment as the server connection is getting better and better from time to time, improving my satisfaction towards the poor performance it had shown before and as it was indirectly had stimulate less my eagerness and temptation to update my blog in the past.

I have no clue why the server connection is very disappointing nowadays. But tonight, everything looks hunky - dory and I hope it stays in this way forever. Since my relative has tagged me with a bunch of questions and coincidentally I got nothing in my mind to echoes out the story never told, I tend to go through the “challenge”.

Well, as you could notice, the sole motivation of me painstakingly to get this thing done is because I just want to fulfill my relative’s wish. Other than that, It also could give me another side effects such as:

To kill some free time and ease the boredom's assault
To get my blog updated rather than outdated

After all, let see whether I could achieve the ends meet or not as I'm about to start now! Let see how this thing works!

1. Adakah anda rasa HOT?

Depends, if I stand under the sweltering sun, I consider myself is very "HOT", If I stay idle or just sit back in a room with the air conditioner has installed in, I consider myself as "COOL"

2. Upload wallpaper PC/laptop yang anda gunakan sekarang..?

3. Cerita pasal gambar nih...

Frankly speak that I'm bad in describing things, so do with the picture. Well, generally, this picture was captured during the site visit at SEGEDET (Seremban Gemas Double Electrified Track) which is located at Batang Melaka province. As you can see, the smoke has spewed out due to the rock blasting activity. All workers were evacuated out as the blasting area has been zoned about 50 meters radius for safety purpose.

4. Kali terakhir makan PIZZA?

As far as I could remember, it was about 3 months ago.

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar?

High - Creed

6. Apa anda buat selain selesaikan tag ni?

Try harder to upload the wallpaper as required by question no. 2. I'm pushing hard to ensure the question no. 2 is addressed..hahah..

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama ape?

marul, steam, zaman, kamal, kamarul, amal, arul, nemo, jalut, sesame street, man

8. Tag lagi 5 orang sape ye nak tag?

http://amilesinmyshoes.blogspot.com/

http://unguisme.blogspot.com/

http://nurulhelwa.blogspot.com/

http://kulihathijo.blogspot.com/

http://shakrinal-aldree.blogspot.com/

9. Siapa orang #1 pada anda?

Junior merangkap kawan. even kami sama umur..ahaha

10. Katakan sesuatu pada orang #5

Prinsip Al - Gore harus diperjuangkan

11. #3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

Si boyot, kalau x silap la..she's too secretive all the time...

12. Bagaimana pulak dengan #2?

I've no idea, I know nothing, I don't have any clue...

13. Kate2 cinta untuk org #4?

Al -Quran dan Sunnah jadi panduan

14. Berikan 5 fakta yang anda tahu pasal orang yang tag anda.

Satu kampung,
dua pupu dgn aku,
aku kenal dgn zaki (abg dier),
aku kenal dgn junaidah (kakak dier),
slalu datang umah diorang ni main game penutup botol,
main meriam ngan zaki (abg dier)

Okay, it's the moment of truth in measuring the effective of this thing to reach the ends meet. As conclusion, every single objective has succeed in spick and span way. Ok, Thank you and bye!

Don't you just hate when...part 002

2010-11-13T13:11:00.000+08:00

In the previous entry, I enhanced out loud the issue about the bad consequences once you make changes in life. As I was promising beforehand to come out with the real-life-experience of mine so that I could relate with the entry’s title and to ensure the title remains relevant, I would like to share what is in my head for the time being. It just another grumble J

Recently, I moved to Balakong after being hired from one particular consultant. They were likely to provide me an accommodation for free charge including electricity bill and others. Meaning to say, I don’t have to pay any single cent for the rental fee where it makes me feel so much lucky. To deny or refuse the opportunity is just make me look so plainly stupid, isn’t it?

Apparently, this is a new place for me, not just only that but this is also a new atmosphere, new faces, new environment, new surrounding and new community as well. I never thought my life would be drastically transformed so much like this. I could feel the different and feel strange as everything is not as usual as before. My daily basis activity has totally changed!!! On top of that, whether I like or dislike, I have to go through no matter what regardless whatever it takes.

I want you to put yourself in my shoes. Let say you are desperately need to move to somewhere way far from under your familiarities aspect, and to make thing doesn’t any better, you have no idea who you need to call or text for favors, all you can do is standing the awkwardness all alone. What would you feel? What would be the first thing that running in your head?

I was staying at Mantin more than five years due to my studying purposes. Being part of the public, I’m very glad to say that I know pretty well about the developing era of this township territory. Many infrastructure buildings and trade centers had been constructed to spur the economic growth over the period. This region wasn’t stagnant, I can see a lot of improvement and transformation over this town in five years time and pretty sure you will expect I have discovered a lot of new things here.

So, do I need to implement the old pattern of introduction in Balakong after I was successfully sustaining my life in Mantin? Don’t you feel that I need to restart my life utmost at all over again similarly in the past five years? This is what makes me feel inconvenience when I have to make “changes’ in my life despite I’m fully aware to be affected with more benefits from the same “changes”.

Don't you just hate when...part 001

2010-11-10T21:32:00.006+08:00

Lets straight to the point…

Truthfully without no hesitancy and suspicious mind of mine, I’m such a person who doesn’t feel very convenience in term of “changes”. Or in a different view, I prefer to not have any drastic changes in my life. Obviously, I’ve admitted plainly :)

Sometime people will ponder that having changes in our life is stunned especially whenever it makes our life a little bit pleasant compare with the previous hectic life. Okay, I have nothing to against the fact, there’s nothing wrong with the fact. But, have you ever wonder about the consequences in term of disadvantages instead of the advantages that we would experience right after the “changes” we have made?

Okay, let’s take this issue into example form..

Let say you are owning a phone which is looked very sophisticated, have multi – function button, various build – in applications and very easy to operate. You are delighted and enjoy so much fun in every time you utilize your phone as you are clinging around it for quite number of years and amazingly, it found no irregularities or defection or have not given you any problem at all. Even it felt down on the floor, smashed it on the wall and detached harshly for more than hundred times, it still in good shape and quality. The best part is, you bought the phone with your hard earn money and it was the latest phone in the market. It had been sold out at every phone’s booth or gadget’s shop just like pisang goreng. It was hot item at that time!

Now, this is the issue….

You had spent all nights long just to get familiar with those buttons, application and function. At certain part, you were struggled and it took you more than a week so that you could get along with them without much effort. After few times, it had polished your skill as your fingers smoothly tapping on the button and able to save some time of thinking about the next press.

After a few years, new phone has roared out in the town – this time, it highlights the capability of their latest function and application compare with the previous version. Pathetically, those new functions have no different at all with your old phone and it has nothing to do with your daily social life, but your desire keep seducing you to fork out some ringgit to switch your old phones with the new one.

Okay, now we arrive at the part that I really don’t like…

I hate when I need to spend all night long just want to gain some knowledge about that new phone. It seems that I’m redoing the old process of introduction. It feels so much worse when I have to sacrifice my quality time such as sleeping and facebook-ing..hahaha….This is just an example and nothing to do with my real life, mind you!

~End of babbling~

*will try to relate this issue with my current situation later*

When the Inner speaks, the Outer listens

2010-11-02T22:41:00.015+08:00

Hye kamarul, this is inner Kamarul calling from your deep down of your despaired heart :) As I work closely with your feeling, I know the real disappoinment that you have to endure after you were announced to graduate as second upper division instead of first class division - the crown that you have craved for a long time. Your heart was crumbled pretty badly, indeed.

Frankly to say that you are not terribly neither stupid nor you are becoming one. Perhaps these are the things that certain people who is called as students in particular or teenagers as a whole will have to go through no matter what. Don't pull yourself down like that or you will have the sentiment disorder later on. You have tried at your very best and I'm quite sure you have done all necessary things to reach your dream. You had played your part quite well :)

It doesn't meant that people who dedicate their life and time on books at all time will be triumphantly success in the exam and vice versa. Even they felt like they had answered with flying colors, it doesn't meant that they could get the straight A's recorded on their report and be crowned as one of the best students in the region.

The worst part is, some of them has sacrificed their sleeping hours and completely forsake any sort of entertainment just want to fulfill their time with theory only. I classify this kind of folk as freak and has no life to live. Life is not only depends on theory, it must moves together with daily basis practice and both of them just need each other.

I know that failing or getting something which is not parallel with your standards would really dump you at the state of great frustration but that is life. Life isn't always fair. If life is a straight forward then everyone will start to complaint that life is f*cking boring. Isn't it? Allah is always testing us and we are unable to analyze the hidden agenda. Only Allah knows what is better for us.

I believe that you are likely to find something harder and brutal than this later on since you are now has step forward to the next level where the responsibility has grown bigger. You are working now and I assure that you will clash towards different high potential challengers and rivals. So, always remember:

Work smart, put effort and do all the best you could.
Be prepared for whatever challengers you may get.
I always believe in this "Only when you fail, you will rise again". So when you fail towards something, don't just sit around yet rise again and work harder. InsyaAllah all your efforts will be paid off in so many different ways.
Believe in Qada' and Qadar
Without a teeny-weeny doubt, doa and tawakal

Your brilliance will always shine through, so why are you getting nervous about big roles or responsibility that you have to take? Rest assured that your team members, no matter how big it will be, will be left impressed by your performance. So instead of using up all your energy getting stressed out, use it to envision the standing ovation you will receive.

It will help you to get back in touch with your confidence, it's there, but you might have to dig down deeper in order to find it. Hey, if you need someone to converse with and there's no one is willing to hear you, or all your rambling has falling in the deaf ears, I could be your talking wall :)

Bye bye Kamarul. I hope I could boost back your confident level in every now and then. There's no any other way except FORWARD :D

Congratulation to all graduants :)

2010-10-26T20:44:00.012+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, children of all ages and Mac Lovers, I have crossed the holy grail of formal education cycle and have stepped on to a new horizon. Where my future life looks easy to fill up the vacancies, gaining the holy source of money for my own livelihood, to feed and sustain without much effort.

I was having a chance to attend a wonderful convocation once again after I sacrificed 780 ringgit. This time, the convocation is to show the end point of my bachelor degree after I undergo this sweets program for almost 2 years. The total fee was including for my parents seats that I brought along during the ceremony and for a few particular photos of me during the scroll of honor was handed down to me. Meaning to say, I paid 600 ringgit just only for a couple of hours in order to sit, listen and watch the flow of this event, which I reckoned that it didn't take me the most. Well, money is something worth, I'm supposed to deserve more great of joy which is suitable with the money that I have invested. I need something value for money.

Maybe some people would say, such event like this needs to be the greatest memories as it happens once in a life time experience. Its fine, these people do nothing wrong. Unfortunately, I'm not a person who is concerning in keeping memories in my head, or at least to frame any photo and hang them in the wall, staring on it all days even it just a glimpse. It just a waste indeed and make my brain a little bit messy. Literally, keeping memories is not my stuff, still many things need to think and I don't want to make the brain jammed when all of these matters are jumbled up. It's going to blow into a thousand pieces later.

From the whole event, I could come out with a short summarize even I'm not so much pleased on this ceremony:

Legenda Education Group (LED) held its sixth Convocation Ceremony on Sunday, 17 October 2010. It was held recently at IOI Resort & Hotel, Putrajaya. The Convocation Ceremony started with the lighting of the lamp of wisdom by the Chief Guest Dato' Haji Hasan bin Malik (Deputy Rural and Regional Development Minister) and other guests of honor.

If I has been given an honor to choose which convocation that satisfied me enough between my degree and my diploma convocation back a year ago, I would like to say that my degree convocation is way greater. I come out with this decision after I go through the service they provide during the convocation in progress. Plus, since I'm graduated from University of East London, it's such a great pleasure after my scroll of honor was handed down directly to me by Mr. John Shaw (Pro - Vice Chancellor International, University of East London) during the presentation of Bachelor Degrees to University of East London graduants.

All students graduated in their respective fields of studies. All of the students had graduated in various fields, namely Civil Engineering, Electrical & Electronics Engineering, Mechanical Engineering, Business Information Systems and etc. All graduates received their scrolls of honors from Deputy Rural and Regional Development Minister, Dato' Haji Hasan bin Malik at the Ballroom of IOI Resort & Hotel.

p/s: Please be cleared that I've nothing to against the tradition or culture that was created since ages. It just my point of view, the way I see how I wasted much time and cash. After all, from my point of view, convocation is nothing. It doesn't help us even a bit in pursuit our carrier. So do in determining our next future and achievement. Dear folks, please do in believing me.

I've Everything to Gain and Nothing to Loose...Part 003

2010-10-24T11:29:00.008+08:00

This is another sequel from the previous entry...

In this two months training, there are two sessions of learning process available in order to achieve the aims and objectives of this safety program. In the first month, we were scheduled to spend almost 8 hours in the classroom and ran a few indoor activities such as listening to the trainer telling their experiences while showing the related pictures. Those picture were successfully captured to visualize the real accident scenarios which were occurred at the construction site. Those images are used for learning purposes as well.

There are more than 5 trainers with different backgrounds, different experiences, different work places, different companies and different education background. Even their experiences and backgrounds come in vary, yet the responsibility is quite same - to ensure the safety implementation is applied at the construction site which is inspiring to achieve the accident free level.

In the second month, it was site work attachment or I prefer to call this as an outdoor session. In this session, all the participants will have a chance to go for a site visit. All participants will be exposed to the real work culture at the construction site which is well known as the most extreme dangerous workplace. I just want to share about my feeling once I heard about this "site visit" thing last time. I just can't wait to have a go and once I completed, I was thinking to have another go :)

As for the site attachment, we went to SEGEDET ( Seremban - Gemas Double Electrified Track) site and LCCT 2 at Sepang. These two constructions sites are considered as government mega project and the progress of both are quite active. In order to get clear understanding in term of the safety plan for both projects, we were escorted by safety manager and safety officer so that they could cover any questions that might come across in our head.

After through this safety training, it can be concluded that this is such a very useful program for those who wants to take safety as their profession. Program like this is needed before someone could involve themselves in the safety industry where they have to undergo various step by step procedures and methods.

I couldn't imagine how complicated your working life and clumsy you are once you are directly hold any safety position at any construction site without a proper training like this. Without this training, it's hard you to survive in the industry as it takes a long time to understand what safety is all about.

~The End~

I've Everything to Gain and Nothing to Loose...Part 002

2010-08-28T01:19:00.001+08:00

This is the sequel of the previous entry....

The best among the best of this training is - I'm paid in order to attend and participate in this program. Even the payment is not too lucrative compare with the wedges that I could possibly earn in my wallet once I put myself in the working life, but it still worth rather than I stay idle at home and earn nothing.

Furthermore, it's hard to get a job nowadays as I'm a fresh graduate without any relevant experiences. So, I wish by attending this kind of training will benefit me in the future, not just equip me with a very valuable Triple S skills sets, but I hope it would help me a little in term of getting hired and get the vacancies filled especially in construction industry. At least, I could mitigate the jobless rate in this country.

Back into the business, frankly to say, they will hand over about Rm 1000 for each participant on each month and the accommodation facility is provided. Regarding the accommodation facilities, the participant could decide whether they would like to stay in the hostel or not.

The apartment wasn't bad at all even it's currently accommodating 9 persons including me. There are 4 bedrooms, 4 toilets, a spacious living room, good and clean kitchen. All the areas are fully equipped with basic facilities such as dining table, clean and crystal clear water sources, electricity socket, beds and mattress.

But they don't serve the foods as it's not stated in the contract. But it still okay since I never enjoy any hostel foods. It reminds me so much about living in hostel back in my technical school a few years ago. The foods were sucks. Yuck!!!!!

Will be continued...

I've Everything to Gain and Nothing to Loose...Part 001

2010-08-22T23:59:00.009+08:00

Maybe some of my friends out there still don't have any idea or still wondering of what I'm currently doing now. Ok, this would be the breakthrough for their confusion. Anyway, the intention of this post is to announce publicly of what I'm into now. I'm participating a Site Safety Supervisor training provided by Construction Industry Development Board.

Site Safety Supervisor or some people prefer to call it as triple S is a position that purely relate on safety issue at construction site. This position is basically to monitor the safety level, safety implementation, safety precaution and safety plan on the construction site. Actually, It's not only limited to construction site, it covers all disciplines like hotel business, Oil and Gas Platform, Factories, Agriculture and so on.

The objective is simple - to prevent any accidents from happen, to eliminate the risks that might be occurred and to minimize the hazards from evolve while all the employees are possessed in doing their daily work.

Will be continued...

Short Tidbit

2010-08-14T11:13:00.005+08:00

It's a beautiful Sunday and today is the 5th Ramadhan which is clearly means that I have fast for 5 days in a row without fail. Thank god for the ability and the ambitious which have been granted to me so far. The fasting process is quite smooth without facing any serious difficulties. Alhamdulillah.

It's quite funny when I'm planning to blog-ing yet the idea in my head still dry. Anyway, I'm thinking of writing about my life timeline since I graduated from my studies as a Bachelor Degree holder until at this moment. Truthfully, a Degree holder couldn't promise you to be hired. The possibility is almost not there. Thank you.

Sigh, Moan & Complaint (Nothing Serious)

2010-08-14T08:37:00.008+08:00

Some people would aware that I was absent from updating my blog for a couple of weeks. It's not because I hide myself or choose to be isolated from the community or quit from blogging, it's all about the mood, It never showed up until today.

Well, it comes very convenience when reading people's blog. Then, it suddenly spurs me up to write again. I can't withstand anymore as they keep rambling and updating everything that recently happen to their social life cycle. I could hear the calls. Those posts are just begging my desire to the death and finally they are able to encourage me to get my sacred touch so that the page is updated.

The initial intention is just to stop by at others pages for a couple of minutes and enjoy every single words but unfortunately, it ended up by jotting down a few paragraphs at my own page. Frankly speak, I'd love so much to read all kinds of masterpiece which come from any places regardless in Malaysia or overseas.

Just imagine, how could I retain my eagerness and desire when I'm so much clearly understand that writing could make myself attain the certain level of satisfaction?

Looking a job is not easy :(

2010-07-18T12:25:00.003+08:00

Good evening sir, I'm a person who was calling you just afternoon. My name is Kamarulzaman Nordin and I was in your software training last time which was conducted at Linton University College. The software is called as MxRoad Software.

I'm recently graduated from my studies and currently looking for a job. For your information, since the software training class, I was utilizing MxRoad Software for my Final Project in designing a new roadway, which is one of the requirements for me to eligible to graduate. In that process, I've spend many times to familiar and increase my skill in using this particular software. It was very worth effort after I'm able to get A for the subject.

In order to keep me in touch with this software as I don't want to let the precious ability (running the MxRoad software) goes down into the drain, I would like to ask you some favour which is helping me to find a suitable position that suite with my ability and interest if possible. Before that, I need to admit that I'm not good enough with this software but I'm keen to learn further. I'm so much ready to attend another training to sharpen my skill in this software.

Since I'm still a fresh graduate that obviously don't have any relevant experience in this industry, I'll grab any opportunity that has been given to me as I'm ready to give my commitment at 100 percent. I'm not a choosy person and I just want to gain as many experience as possible first before I strike for another level in this industry.

In case, it's hard to find any vacancies that related with MxRoad software, I'll still accept any relevant position such as civil engineer or Site engineer. But it's better if I can serve the company that are majoring in Highway/Roadway development.

In order to make it easy for you, I've attached my resume for you to spread or publish at any respected construction or consultant company. Last but not least, I would like to express my thank you and I'm highly appreciating for all your services. I'm looking forward for your replied email sir. Thank you.

Telling the truth instead of being hypocrisy :)

2010-07-14T17:18:00.006+08:00

Hye budak busyuk yg I sayang....I don't know why I'm writing this, but one thing for sure, I miss you badly okay...:(

Yesterday, while we were in the train, waiting for the stop in the next station, you asked me, What is your position/status in my life. Then I replied that you were the last person on the list. You should know that it's obviously/definitely/absolutely not true...

Ok, I'll give you the right answer, I look this from my logical point of view ok (Get Real). You still on my top priority list, don't worry. But sometime it should be flexible since we live in the planet earth.

Since we have succumbed with different situations in this life, you can't always be number 1. Sometimes there's someone else should get my attention first i.e parents, siblings, employer or even the unfortunate people. But I'll never forget about you for sure since I still consider about myself at all times.

What does these following words mean "But I'll never forget about you since I still consider about myself at all times"

It means that whatever your position/status is, I'll put you first before myself. Meaning, whatever I do or will do in every now and then, I'll consider about you before I think about myself. Does it clear enough for you dear? I miss u :(

Happy Anniversary for me and for "her"

2010-07-04T18:57:00.019+08:00

First of all, I'm not a "romantic" person. According on that statement, don't expect for something outstanding :)

Well, it seems that I will come out with another love related entry once again after I did the same previously. It's so obvious that I'm truly in love with someone and I'm not so much ready to announce the name.

I tend to remain the name as top secret and it will be revealed in the next 4 YEARS ahead. Surely I fall in love with a girl, not towards a man as my sexual orientation is "STRAIGHT". I'm quite confident with that!!!!! Don't ask more!!!!!!!!!

Now, let's see all the points of me painstakingly and so much eager in updating my blog today, let them role out so that all of you will get a clear message of the purpose of this entry. Well, it's time for the drum beats......

"Dear my sweetheart, all the above paragraphs have nothing to do with you but at the same time I'm not prohibiting you from read those paragraphs. If you wish to ignore or neglect the side clutters above, well, do as you wish. You are not offending me by doing that, indeed."

I just want to wish my sweetheart a

HAPPY
LOVE

ANNIVERSARY

for the ...(Let the number remains secret)...times

Well as you could see clearly the words that have been highlighted with the red color. Today is officially my love anniversary with "her".

p/s: Dear my sweetheart, do you still remember the day you were asking me one particular question. The question that does much related with my feeling. Let me remind you the question so that you can recall it back on your memories. Let your brain works a little bit.

You asked me about my feeling when I fall in love with you. If you can remember, on that convenience night so much like this, I took a word "HAPPY" as the answer for your question. Can you remember that? Don't tell me you become senile in all of sudden :)

Maybe my answer last time could carve the big smile on your face. However, frankly speak I gave you the WRONG answer. I'm NOT HAPPY at all whenever I fall in love with you. The word "HAPPY" is totally FAKE, I repeat it's a FAKE answer.

Are you surprised with my statement? But don't worry, I'll come with the greatest answer on this planet earth in order to unveil the real sincere answer. The real answer to against the FAKE one.

This could make you grinning from ear to ear for all day long. (Oh, I can't guarantee that, it depends on your mood. Hey, do you aware how struggle I'm here to make you smile instead of frowning?)

Okay, let's go straight to the point. I'll reveal my feeling that I feel when I choose to be a lover of your heart:

I feel happy when you:
1. Smiling at me.
2. Laughing until the tears drop.
3. Keep talking with me.
4. Share all your problems with me without miss any.

I feel sad when you:
1. Upset.
2. Not happy.
3. When you can't get what you want.
4. When we have to be apart.

I feel angry when:
1. Someone starts shout at you like you have a pair of deaf ears.
2. Someone mad at you when you did something right.
3. Someone forces you to do something you don't like.
4. Someone who treats you like their slave.

I feel guilty when:
1. I make you in trouble.
2. I make you to choose.
3. I make you feel guilty.
4. When I'm not around at the moment you need me.
5. When I have to leave you alone to settle other commitment.
6. When I make you sad.
7. When I make you cry.
8. When I make you sulk.

I feel worry about you when:
1. You drive your car even I know that you are a great driver of all time.
2. When you forget to buckle-up.
3. When you are sick.
4. When you worry of something.
5. When you are not around me.
6. When you are not contacting me.

A few "MAYBE" you should know before you end your reading session:

Maybe after you read this, you don't think that I'm serious when I wrote this, isn't it? But honestly, this is the truth. I feel all this feeling since the first time I fall in love with you. I could feel them since we start get along closer and much closer from time to time as the time goes by.

Maybe in real life, you aware of me look not so serious in loving you, but deep down in my heart you are the one that I love and it always be on that way.

Maybe my progress regarding love relationship is quite bad (you told me), but I need to tell you that my love progress is "slowly but surely". It's long lasting and forever :)

To a woman who has almost everything, thank you for reading :)

2010-06-16T10:00:00.001+08:00

Dear my sweetheart, the most adorable girl in my heart, the one that truly unique and absolutely wonderful, the one who are attracting me with the originality, natural and pure of smiles, behavior, habit, attitude and personality that you have, the purpose of this entryl is just want to tell you that I’m really miss you :(

Well frankly speak, I’m kindly upset with your very last text message that you send via phone in the late afternoon just now. The content which was clearly telling me about your unavailability for tonight was just crumbling down my heart at the moment I read it.

But sayang, you don’t need to take it too serious okay. It’s normal to feel it when we need to be apart from each other for certain time gap. It does happen especially when someone is falling in love and get possessed into it...hehehe...

Deep down in my heart, I could understand the life that you need to go through and all I can do here is just to support you while you are cruising the hardness of your life. I could understand your situation and I promise to watch your back at all time

Well currently, this is the only way and opportunity I could grab to show you how much I love you and how serious I’m in maintaining our love relation and of course, I want to keep it as sweets as possible. I can’t guarantee you happiness and snatch away all your sadness but I’ll try to entertain your world and maximize the excitement to the lofty.

When you said your sister didn’t go to work as she took a leave, I feel bad actually but at the same time I’m quite happy as she would be around to accompany you tonight since you are sick and not feeling well. I wish she can take a good care of you until you feel better or at least there is someone who can look after you and available in case you need something. I also feel guilty and useless when I couldn’t show up when you are really need me...hmm, I’m so sorry sayang... terrible sorry :(

Last but not least, this might be the end of this entry and I would like to give some useful advices for you dear which are: Please take a good care of yourself, don’t skip from your medicine, take your medicine when the time comes and don’t forget to take your lunch and dinner right on time.

Oh, one more thing, all the words that exist in this entry are dedicated for you, those words are purely come from my heart and idea which is blending together to form all the paragraphs above. I’m not quoted or outsource any single words above from any books or any person whether you might know or not, whether still alive or dead. It’s original and I could guarantee you that you will never ever fine any single line in the web once you google it...:

2 months? it's hard to believe this

2010-06-05T18:52:00.006+08:00

Oh my god, I have abandoned this only my web page for almost 2 months time. Surely it is something unbelievable as I use to keep my blog update from time to time. Does it means my interest in blogging has disappeared or faded down into the drain?

Since I got the internet access strikes in my lappy right now, let me tell you what has happened to me over the period - 10/4/10 until 6/6/10. Too good to be true if I mention here my life is so much good. Well, I'm living in planet earth and of course the sadness and the happiness are jumbled up together.

Well, sorry my dear, I don't think I have desire to write it all down in here. Lets forget about the past and let bygones be bygones folks :). well, gotta say goodbye now, I'm looking forward to the next post.

bye bye....

good news, bad feeling

2010-04-10T23:55:00.005+08:00

Even we were presenting our safety policy yesterday, I feel very disappointed with our pace. There are a few moments that I have not divulged yet, something happen behind the scene and I want to share this:

We don't expect Mr D allowed us to present our safety policy yesterday as he told me that he wanted to see my design beforehand even it just a single dot.
As I was determined to present my not-done-yet design yesterday, nothing else was prepared apart from the design slide.
We canceled the presentation for design part and replaced with safety policy. Unfortunately, the slide was not ready yet.
While others group were presenting their project, mathematically we had only one an half hour to get the slide ready. Within the time constraint, we struggled in making the content as great as possible.
During presentation, a lot of questions and critics had been given and most of them were making us look so much pathetic.

Morning: As the date of FYP draft submission is tomorrow and my report is not done yet, still many things need to touch up and no proper arrangement is made, I have no option left except to take the forbidden resort. I was absent for Water class today :(

Evening: We suppose to be free from any evening class today but in order to replace a few slot of lecture sessions that were canceled beforehand, the lecturer decided to conduct the replacement class today. Mr D announced the date of FYP draft submission is postponed until this coming Thursday. Thank god, I have enough time now to settle everything in the report.

Design oh Design

2010-04-08T23:10:00.004+08:00

Previously, I mentioned about Mr D that wants to see my roadway design, unfortunately, I was not prepared anything and the design is not ready as well. So, to make sure I'm able to fulfill the lecturer's order, I took a few drastic actions to reflect with the unexpected situation.

So I was looking for Gerald and luckily, he wants to help me out. Well, I have a good start for the design and I can see the fragment of light at the end of the tunnel. Learning MXROAD from him was so convenience, indeed. I'm highly appreciated all kindness that he has shown to me :)

He was helping me a lot last night as I insisted him to guide me in designing the roadway. He just gave me simple instructions and step by step procedures so that I could run the software by myself. I wonder how come he knows pretty well each step and sequence in order to run the software properly. Surely he was putting much effort on that :)

However, it is not easy to utilize this software. You need to practice many times and get familiar with the panel that pop out in your monitor once you click at certain buttons. As a beginner, there is no option for me except to nod approvingly Gerald's instructions. At the same time, I need to work closely with the manual handout :(

After working on it for the whole night, I need to admit that I failed to complete the design - only 25 % of the design is done. However, I managed to present whatever the outcome, regardless the comment and the mark that I'll get.

Morning, before the class is about to start, I confessed to Mr D that I'm not ready to present my design. He replied that I need to present whatever I have that time to avoid my group's progressed left behind the schedule. So, I asked him back whether is it possible if I want to skip the design part and present my safety policy. Well he agreed and I was officially present the safety policy today.

bad day, bad luck :(

2010-04-07T22:39:00.001+08:00

Sadly to say that today's life was pretty much hectic. It began with our suck performance during the presentation. Simply to say that all our hard works for all this while and time we had dedicated to look this chapter 4 more fantastic is just pointless.

We came to the hall with a big hope and high expectation to become the most effective and has high quality group but all of them were ended up with a huge bunch of disappointment. Well, I think that I should blame myself as I didn't apply some of the wording standard. Not only me actually, but to all my group members, we should analyze back the mistakes we had committed.

Things didn't get any better after we were the first group to present and we were not well prepared for that. I was a little bit clumsy and completely lost my direction after the lecturer keep condemned each slide that we presented to the audience. I was totally struck by the constant panic attack until to present my slide, I was speechless.

The most horrible thing is, Mr D wants to see my highway design tomorrow and I didn't do anything even the single line. Will try to find Gerald and seek for his favor as he is the one who knows how to run almost all the applications in MXROAD software.

presentation - we are so much ready :D

2010-04-06T23:59:00.005+08:00

Well, today was a busy day like any other days before but still, I could manage everything pretty well. I was conducting two different meetings with my group members in order to complete some parts of our CMID project.

Everyone knows that the presentation session had been canceled last Thursday. Obviously, our group was missed the precious time to present the utilities part after being effected due to the cancellation of the class. So, this coming Wednesday (tomorrow) would be the replacement day and the judgment day for our performance in delivering the utilities part of the highway project.

I was conducting a mini-meeting last night as some of my group members had grabbed some important data and necessary layout after went back from their appointment with one particular consultant. It seems that our work is easier as everything is ready to elaborate and only a few things need to have a significant modification. Yet, still a lot of works need to do.

Morning, water class was great, Mdm H started to focus on assignment and we covered a few questions from the assignment brief. I get myself the solution for a few problems and will be typing them out in word document later. Will figure out the rest questions as well.

Evening, Once again I gave a call to all my group members and try to complete everything so that we don't need to conduct another meeting at the night. Seriously, I'm fed up with it and I just can't take it anymore. Anyway, I got to discipline myself and be more assertive leader :D

FB temporary ban competition

2010-04-05T23:33:00.008+08:00

It's Monday today, the first day in every week which all people will continue in doing their work, responsibility, task force and so on after they get their body fully restored in the entire Sunday. Well, Monday is just another day off for my classmates and I as we don't have any class today. YEAY!

Today, I start to focus on my FYP and manage to complete everything that indicated in chapter 4. Still, I got a few parts in my grasp that I need to skip first such as the layout to depict certain location of my project which I need to use my poor ability in Auto Cad software. Will try to sketch by my own rather than seek any experts.

Oh, my friend comes out with crazy suggestion. It's like a competition - Say no to FB from today until 30th April. Meaning, those people who are interested to take part in this kind of competition, they need to deactivate their FB community account over the time range.

It's likely a temporary ban for FB. All contestants are not allowed to comment or reply or even to open the page along the time period. The winner will be determined to anyone who is able to retain himself/herself from break the terms and conditions until 30th April. By the way, no specific rewards for the winner even the consolation prize will never show up. Well, this competition sounds lame isn't it?

Yet this is such a good way for us to concentrate to our FYP and CMID project. When I come to think about it again, most of the time, certainly when I'm doing my reports, FB will be always distracting my attention as I keen to think about it especially whenever I have any incoming email in my mailbox. Am I addicted to FB? no waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!

Crunch time = saat genting

2010-04-04T20:50:00.005+08:00

Last time, I had a meeting with Mr D at his home and before we were allowed to go back to our accommodation, he gave us some sort of schedule as guidance for us to follow. That sort of schedule is all about the time and session that we have to meet and then let him to inspect our progress. From the schedule of time, it's requiring us to submit the draft and rendezvous at his place again to conduct a meeting at Monday's night which is tomorrow.

Just now, my phone was ringing and from the indicator tones, I knew that it was a message. I checked my phone's inbox and found a slice message from Ryan. The message's sounds like this:

"For all final project students under Mr D's supervision, please take notes that Monday's meeting has been canceled and will be replaced to the Thursday's night because Mr D is on leave. we will finalize all chapters 4 and 5, including the references. Forward to others"

Well, It was a perfect relief even I know that it just for temporary before I need to put my ass back to work and become the workaholic person. Meaning, I have at least four days before the second meeting. I wonder how far I can go over the time period. hmm...

F1 dan EPL

2010-04-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

Well, I was so excited to spill down anything that came across in my head in this blog of mine just now. But suddenly all the ideas are disappeared to nowhere and my enthusiasm faded down into the drain. Now, I should carefully think the best part that I can share to all my regular blog readers, something worthwhile for me as well. Oh, does anyone read my blog? Do I have any regular blog readers? It's not important anyway as long as I could do something towards my passionate in writing skills. That is literally enough for me to feel the contentment.

After took a few minutes of considering about my today's life time, perhaps, only these things that I believe necessarily interesting to enlighten:

I did my FYP slothfully and you definitely can predict how the progress is - it's bad
I watched F1 qualifying in the evening, broadcast live from Sepang circuit and I was keen to see the 7 time world Champion, Michael Schumacher in the poll position or at least in the top three even the track was sluggish due to the torrential rain. Well, he failed to do so and will be starting at P8 tomorrow. I think he can do better as the commentator, Martin Brundell has labeled him as "Master of the Wet Track". Isn't it?
Just another gloomy day after Man Utd was beaten up by Chelsea. Argh, now Chelsea has 2 clear points ahead of Man Utd and clinch the top place in EPL. I hope that Man Utd could dominate all the remaining games and to Chelsea and Arsenal, please lose some points in the next game.

"Release the Craken"

2010-04-02T17:45:00.003+08:00

Even I'm still in the state of damn busy semester that I do not yet to find the dot point, I still have a chance to steal at least a few hours for movie. It just happened last night after my classmates and I enjoyed the Clash Of The Titans.

So, I watched just another fiction movie that some of my friends really know about my less intention in such type of movie.

Truthfully say that I'm a person that has a problem to understand the storyline of fiction movies. Since all the characters are freaking out my mind with their complicated abilities and magical power, so I find out those fiction movies are not intriguing me enough.

Even in this movie, I need to pay full attention and didn't want to miss out any seconds so that I could follow up the story until the end. However, I was still struggling to catch up with.

Today was Friday and I had an early morning class - Water engineering. As I slept quite late last night, it's a trouble for me to wake up. Yet, I was able to manage myself to attend the class even I was late for almost an hour.

I heard that Mr D was in our class early in the morning to check the student's attendance and he found only 3 students were in the class. And the rest were still not coming. I have no idea why he was suddenly eager to check the attendance for Water class despite he knew the students attitude pretty well of coming late to the class.

Furthermore, he is not the Water engineering's lecturer and he came to check the attendance early in the morning. For sure all students were still on their way. Even me, I was an hour late after the class start.

CMID class is canceled....

2010-04-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

All my group members realize that we still have a problem upon the CMID project especially at the utilities and the design part. So, we have been called to conduct an urgent meeting to figure out the best solution. So once again, we decided to have the meeting in McD.

So this week, we know that we need to present either the design part or the utilities of our project. When I come to think about both two, I decided to present the utilities part first as it's fully theory which I can just browse in the net and quoted all reliable statements rather than the design part.

To design the highway is not an easy task. Plus, I need to use software that I never get familiar with and to start the design in just a short time is totally absurd. I did come to the training of how to run this particular software last time but it just once and I think it does not enough. I need to expose more and it's requiring me some time to explore the entire fucking software.

Back to the story, after we spend a few hours to get some ideas of the utilities, finally we had done the entire requirement that need. Then we prepared the slides like what we did previously and start to memorize some explanation so that we could perform an excellent presentation.

Earlier in the morning, my friends told me that the class is canceled. I think it's a good news even I know the consequences is going bad. Surely after this, the class that canceled need to be replaced and more works will be overlapped to each other between the CMID project and FYP. To see whether it makes sense or not, only time would tell.

Well deserved photos after all that effort :)

burden in my head has not abated

2010-03-31T20:15:00.002+08:00

After the discussion/meeting session with Mr D last night, which is one of the events that I classify as important and need to pay more attention at, another enormous problem is waiting to face me - CMID project is still stuck in design part.

Today, I came a little bit late to CMID class as I stopped by at concrete lab to meet hafis, afiq and yana - it took less than 10 minutes. They were assigned as trainer to show some demonstration in concrete lab to our junior - level 1 students. Then, I leaped away towards the class and I was fully conscious that I was late.

I reached to the class and realize only a few students were inside while the rest were still not coming. I checked my group members and find no one. So, I went outside to wait them. While waiting, more students were coming and they are not allowed to come in as the door was fully locked. Now, I was one of them and I'm the innocent victim :(

It just 15 minutes late and the door was locked. So, all the students were waiting stupidly outside for the door to open. It did open after 45 minutes later. I wonder why thing like this happens while it never happened before. Well, I don't put the blame or pointed out my finger to anyone and if I did, sure it goes to me first.

There is only probability which is causing this matter - All groups have planned to present tomorrow. So, to achieve their plan, they came late so that the lecturer will pick another group. Unfortunately, all groups are applying the same strategy. Well, that's enough to screw up the lecturer.

I down, a lot more are still waiting

2010-03-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

Last night meeting with Mr D at his house was never futile and disappointing. I'm quite satisfied with all his comments after he went through my entire chapter 4. Well, he was commenting my introduction as more likely to HND students which is not good at all. I need to come out with deeper explanation and throw them out in more efficiently. Okay, I could say that I look forward to all his reprimands.

However, there is something still left undone as I have no idea how to draw the graph for the data collected ones it needs to find the correlation between them. I mean, I know how to draw the graph but don't know which type of graphs I need to choose and how can I explain the output later. Well, everything's solved after a solid favor from mr D.

He wasn't too strict during communicate with us and the conversation went away in non-formal between the students and the lecturer, unlikely what we practice in campus, even I can't deny that he checked our report quite stringent. Mr D was able to cover all students under his supervision and give some ideas and proper solution in writing the chapter 4 at the end of the discussion.

My heart's pumping me up....

2010-03-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

Nothing much I did today since the message of meeting Mr D was sticking up in my head. The objective of meeting him tonight - he wants to check my progression in Chapter 4 - data collection and data analysis must be at least in the word documents form.

Well, it doesn't give much pressure to me at all today after I was brainstorming yesterday. All I did is just doing some adjustment where possible and editing some sentences where necessary towards all the elaboration of the data collected.

The time is approaching now and I need to get myself well prepared as ryan will pick me up within 10 minutes time. Seriously, I'm still quite nervous now and I'm not confident with my own report whether the collected data is good or poor, right or wrong, acceptable or not, reliable or not and convincing or not. All of them are making my head spinning *Sigh*

FYP meeting is forgo...

2010-03-28T23:38:00.008+08:00

I've been informed by a friend of mine that Mr. D wants to meet all the students under his supervision for FYP and the time is tonight. I got the message since the last week and unfortunately, no further endeavor has been made to look the FYP report progressed a little bit more.

figure 1: Total vehicle that traveled along the roadway of Mantin - Seremban

As the date and time is almost to come, I was struggling to make my FYP report looks more spick and span at the time Mr D checks on it later. I was painstaking to work a little bit harder than usual as I went to the site-location for taking-pictures purpose of the surrounding area. The sole motion is just want to see my report in hunky dory format.

Figure 2: Skid resistance value of Mantin - Seremban roadway

At the late evening, it's time to prepare all the word documents including the confirmation of the meeting tonight. So, my friend sends a message to Mr D and he was calling back a few moments later. He told us that the meeting that he wants to conduct will be held by tomorrow night.

I was quite happy at the moment I heard the news as I was preparing all the data in frivolously form. Meaning, I still have another 24 hours before the meeting is about to conduct and the amendment will be launched along the time gap. After all, all my hardworks today were not futile down into the drain.

saturday's late good start

2010-03-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

Saturday was great even it seems a boredom day for me initially. As I woke up without any to-do-list upon in my head for the day, I remained a less-forward-thinking person even I realized my FYP and CMID project still way far to accomplish.

Yana's call had changed everything in the afternoon. She and ana were planning to go to Seremban for shopping regime and they were eager to watch movie - Evolusi KL Drift. So, they asked me whether I want to join them or not as they knew that I'm suffered of boredom. Well, I was literally grateful that they were nice enough to invite me.

Most of the time, I prefer to sit alone at the provided bench and cling only with the newspaper that I bought. As everyone knows, girls are not easy to handle when they are possessed with all the commodities which are previewed at all shop facades. So they were roaming the entire mall without hesitation, like they were installing the energy recovery system in their body.

Obviously, this is the second hit from me for this movie and absolutely there is no particular reason of me to watch it twice. It was not tempting enough and I just want to kill some time rather than stay idle at home. To me, this movie is just average and not blast enough :)

Jumaat yang ok la aku rasa :)

2010-03-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

Last night I went out with a few acquaintances of mine for a movie in cinema. The title this time is EVOLUSI KL DRIFT 2. So, we enjoyed the movie even we weren't like the hero at all. I rate this movie as 3.5 out of 5. I'm recommending this movie to those who have no weekend activity :)

The next following morning, I have Water Engineering class and I was extremely late due to the last night activity. Just imagine I slept almost at 3 a.m and the class start at 8 a.m. In my case, it's almost impossible to attend the class promptly at 8 a.m.

When I reached to the class, I saw mdm V was inside and Mdm H was not around. According to mdm V, she is the one who will conduct the Water class this time even she felt very weak after just back from Geo-camp in Langkawi. She summed up that mdm H is on leave. No lecture at all, I signed up my attendance and the class dismissed right away.

career fair..part 002

2010-03-25T19:18:00.001+08:00

Today is the 2nd day of the carrier fair. So the booth is nothing much different, the style and the way we run it is still same with yesterday. Observing others school, it seems that they just exhibit all their equipments without exhibitor to in charge. Only civil school still locate their exhibitor just want to show their full commitment in such events.

Mr A has cancelled the CMID class today after the lecture hall that we supposed to use is utilized by other people, regarding to the career fair speech. So, we just sign up the attendance after failed to find the free hall. To use the class is just absurd as it can't accommodate all the students.

I came to the speech as I was suddenly feel to hear all their valued ramblings. Some of the speaker is quite good with their performance and quite energetic in delivering their points and thoughts. Some of them are just annoying. But still, I'm quite satisfied with all the input I get in my head.

Okay, when it comes to career fair, basically we can find a few companies or organizations open their booth and offered you many types of jobs. Sure, they will interview you first just want to know your general background of any course. Unfortunately, there's no single booth that was opened and offer the civil engineering students a path or chance to become the next civil engineer. What a disappointment.

career fair..part 001

2010-03-24T23:52:00.005+08:00

I woke up in the morning to perform my Subuh and didn't sleep back after that, totally different with what I always practice. Usually, I'll sleep back every morning if my class starts at 10 a.m except on Friday as I have a class at 8 a.m.

From today until tomorrow, there is an event has been launched in this college which is the career fair carnival. So, once again all schools need to come out with all equipments or whatsoever for the exhibition purpose. It's more likely with the previous event last Monday but this time, the preparation is not really encouraging as no VVIP was invited.

CMID class is actually started at 10 a.m today. Yet, I came early to the civil school to help Syukri in organizing and setting up the booth for civil exhibition center. This time, we only preview all the posters that advertising the role and contribution of civil engineers and also a few projects from the past competitions that had been participated. So, my hands were full in the morning.

We were not necessarily to look after this booth for each second, so I decided to come to the class once the time was coming. This time, Mr A was the substitute lecturer as Mr D still in Langkawi due to the geo-camp. His performance will be commented in tomorrow entry.

I love today's water engineering

2010-03-23T23:45:00.001+08:00

After a very tiring day yesterday, I knocked myself out to the bed till the next following morning. Nothing else I could do whenever I endured the severe painful joints even there were no bruises had been appeared.

Water class was so good and really inspiring today. I came a little bit late as usual and find out the class not started yet. So, today's syllabus was not so complicated and quite easy to catch up with. Mdm H delivered a good lecturer as I was over excited to do the exercise.

Initially she came out with a little bit theoretical about the procedure and a short brief of the steps of calculation. Okay, I wasn't copy those procedures until she caught me out while I was pretending asking her another question. It was shameful. Luckily, she's not a bad tempered-person, even the grumpy expression never comes.

Still, I felt guilty ahead of my own attitude. So once she gave us an exercise, I decided to pay more attention and strike and task until the last answer. It was the better way to pay back all wrongdoings I have committed.

University College - the launching day

2010-03-22T23:01:00.005+08:00

Civil Engineering Team

Today was slightly different from yesterday after I put myself involved in one particular event. So, today was the launching day of Linton College after they get fully eligible and approval to upgrade their institution level from "college" to "University College".

Meaning, this Linton's institution is no longer called as "Linton College", otherwise it's called as "Linton University College" stating from today onwards. Surely, it's a very meaningful day to all of the organizations, staffs and not to forget to all the students here due to this achievement.

In order to make this launching looks more encouraging and happening, a few engineering and architecture schools had been assigned to arrange an exhibition of anything that might be pleased and impressed the minister of High Education - Dato' Seri Mohamed Khaled Nordin.

Minister of Higher Education of Malaysia

Each school need to prepare all the equipments and achievements they have which is possible to symbolize about the reliability of this college to accept the "University" title. So, school of Civil Engineering also took part of this exhibition that was located along the corridor.

Me with Skid Resistance Portable

Okay, I was in charged for the Skid Resistance Portable as I used that equipment before. To make sure I could give a very good performance during the explanation about the equipment towards the minister, I did study all the features and try to memorize all it functions and procedures. A few questions that I never expected to be asked:

Kenapa tak masuk IPTA, kenapa masuk IPTS?
Kamu loan MARA ke PTPTN?
Kamu asal dari mana?
Ok ke tidak belajar kat kolej ni?

Can you imagine that the minister asked me such questions? hahaha, I bet you will never expect those questions neither. But seriously, I feel more confident with those questions as I have all the answers. Those questions are just a piece of cake :)

not a good weekend :(

2010-03-21T21:56:00.001+08:00

As I always thought that my weekend would be sucks after no activity had been planned to fulfill all the leisure (do I really have many leisure after my FYP still not yet to be completed while the time is constraining me) I can sniff the boredom since the last Saturday as no one has come out with any weekend activity.

It seems that they are very busy with FYP and CIMD project. In Facebook, I'm aware that most of them have started to deactivate their online community for a while. Even on their YM status, it clearly stated a word "busy" or phrase that represents their frustration in dealing with their work. Sadly to say that I was bored to the death since I opened and closed my both eyes. That's why, no exciting updates for today's entry.

a whining for Saturday :)

2010-03-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

Weekend must be a great day for those who are pushing their self to the limits, working like crazy and be workaholic all the time to improve their life standard. Those people will enjoy their weekend with family at home or plan for a short trip to anywhere, mostly a trip that not need high endurance.

Yet, it's different on me. I don't feel that weekend is a great day to enjoy. To me, weekend is just a boring day just like the another. Even, sometimes I feel it worse than that. Do you know why? Because, from Monday to Friday, at least I still have classes to attend and have so many time I could spend with my friends.

When it comes to Saturday and the next day (weekend), I feel that I'm waiting stupidly for nothing at my own room. I don't know what else I could do apart from the FYP that never grab my attention. Most of my friends prefer for homecoming as their hometown is not far away. Mine is different, I need to take at least 3 hours before I could see my parents.

pointless testzzzzzzzzzz

2010-03-19T19:01:00.005+08:00

As mentioned last Tuesday directly from MDM H, we had a test today about Hydrology subject. Again, I still not understand why she wants to conduct a Hydro test even we are in the water subject. Well, the question mark remains unanswered.

Whatever the reason, I managed to sit for the test and had a go for it even I came to the class with bare knowledge - I didn't even open any notes or books and study the contents. At first, she was previewed us with one particular slide regarding the hydro and its formula and I think that is a good thing.

So, we copy all the questions which is radiated through the projector and embedded at the white hard curtain. At certain question, I'm able to figure out the answer and the rest, Mdm H just gave all the answers at the end of the test session.

I wonder, why she didn't take our paper instead she allowed us to keep them. What's the point to have a test then? She also didn't express her anger whenever most of the students were unable to answer all the questions. It's kind of weird folks.

This is just my assumption - maybe we had covered all the learning outcomes in water engineering. So, to have this type of test could be act as "killing time regime" so that at least we still have something to do rather than just sit idle. Then why she didn't give us a test that related with water engineering itself as revision or whatsoever?

Smiles for Thursday :)

2010-03-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm quite satisfied towards the weather. I was blogging about the extraordinary temperature previously and now it's slightly change today and I hope it remains the same onwards. Alhamdulillah :) It wasn't hot at all, it warms a little bit today.

Not just only the weather, even my class was pleasing me so much as CMID class finished quite early and absolutely, it was unexpected from all. Plus, no lecture at all as Canterbury group was the only group to present their design.

This class should be run for 3 hours. Just imagine, the lecture was over one hour and half earlier than it should be. Have you ever think, why should I'm not very happy for that? That's what all the students want for everyday to happen after all. The lesser the class, the better.

Night - I was interested with an advertisement from the college regarding the celebration of Maulidurrasul. So, I went to the hall just want to listen the speech. It's more likely to a religious activity and it could be a good inspiration for soul.

Furthermore, the speaker tonight is someone that I admire. He was a staff of this college last time before he decided to transfer to MMU and become a lecturer there.

CMID is getting tougher

2010-03-17T17:39:00.007+08:00

Today's temperature was so high, beyond the human's skin capability to withstand the heats from the sun ray. It's not much different actually with the previous days that I went through. Well, it's the effect of the global warming anyways and it's unstoppable until all the responsible scientists take significant action.

Unfortunately, our performance in presentation for CMID subject was not ok. It was not slightly similar with the today's temperature. We were not as hot as today's temperature on the stage.

It was full of clumsiness as we don't know how to present the collected data. At certain part, we missed to write down the necessary data and we were just simply left the blank space. It was a big mistake from us as Mr D condemned utmost on it, indeed.

Currently, we are in Chapter 4 - Contract document. I believe all the students realize this chapter is quite complicated. Most of the contents are based on and coming from a real document and everything must be in formal statement.

So, to come out with our own statements are absurd and to copy and paste all the phrases are just inevitable. I pledge to myself to do better in the upcoming presentation (do I will improve? Perhaps so) Next presentation is a Design. So, I got to study and practice to recall all the basic steps in order to run the MXROAD software. *sigh*

Tasty Tuesday

2010-03-16T20:31:00.007+08:00

Today's life was just fine. I came to the class almost on time even I was late about 15 minutes passed 10 a.m. It was a good anticipation from me - as usual, the class not started yet. That's why I managed to come a little bit late today.

The lessons went so much well today as Mdm H was highlighting a few subtitle of water engineering. So we covered another learning outcome today. As always, I don't thing that I get the total input.

At the end of the class, Mdm H has tough us about Hydro - basically it's nothing to do with water subject, yeah I know it's related, but it's not supposed to be learned in this semester. Even in the learning outcome, it's never stated about hydro thingy.

As I can recall, we have this one particular subject a couple of months ago. I wonder why she intended to teach us. Plus, she reminds and insists us to do revisions for hydro so that she can gives a revision test in the next class.

Evening, just another problem meets the solution. The "meeting" was finally conducted. No more meeting after this except for the every week presentations. In just a few days, I believe for the feedback to be appeared in my mails box. Will see how the progress goes.

Pictures for your soul to digest. It's not relevant with the text above :)

Hiatus no more for Wednesday

2010-03-15T21:46:00.005+08:00

There was an incoming call at the moment I wanted to go out for lunch. It was a calling from Mr D, informed me that CMID class which had been canceled beforehand will be back in schedule. Meaning, the cancellation is canceled.

He reminds me to tell others especially the rest project managers so that those managers will inform their group members via anything they want - It's not my business.

Still, he told me that the presentation session will be continued but only for those who aren't present yet. I was surprised by that as I thought that we just have a common lesson for that day.

Meaning, my group will have a presentation this coming Wednesday and the best part is, we are not properly ready for that :( Will make sure for the slide to be ready and will improve any lacks.

weekend activity - I enjoyed so much fun

2010-03-15T12:47:00.012+08:00

This post is supposed to publish yesterday. Unfortunately, due to a few problems encountered, it fails to happen just like the way I want it to be.

I went to Jeram Toi yesterday and it was a great joy, indeed. It's a waterfall area and you can imagine how the place should be, with the cold water flows down from the upstream and the tranquility. Okay, the tranquility is just temporary, not until more and more visitors came by and devastated the atmosphere.

The staircase with handrail - new innovation

Concrete staircase with concrete handrail - perfect

It has been a while since I came here last time. Surely this place has changed a lot. It looks better than before as they provide many significant facilities for the visitors. Now they provide staircase with handrails if you tend to climb up to the upstream, they provide a proper toilet even they have a few rooms only, they construct many chalets and they provide even surface for anyone who tend to set up their tent.

Look at the water flows down, the momentum is quite awesome

You can find the crystal clear water at the very top of the terrain, yet you can't find the same sort of water in term of their color at the lowest terrain. It's suddenly switch after the water flows through several water platforms that accommodate many bunches of visitors. So it's better for you to climb up a little bit vertical so that you can find a great water platform with the crystal clear water flows and also a specific space for your own privacy.

Okay, take a look at the water. Its brown color

One more thing, please don't bring along too many persons with you. 5 persons are perfect but if you bring more than that, it's not a wise decision. This place can be classified as a small location, even certain water platforms will be packed only with 5 persons. If any of you plan to do a family day or any events that invited many people, this place will be crowded and your activity will be limited. So, no much fun anymore to attend the events

Typical stupid Malaysian - introvert and selfish. The cottage is build for the visitors to sit and rest, not to set up the tent in it. Such a crappy jerk.

V3: samseng jalanan - macam syial!!!

2010-03-13T10:12:00.013+08:00

Yesterday night, I was hanging out with my classmates and the plan was always prior to watch movie in Seremban. This time, V3: Samseng Jalanan was taken us the most. So, the phrase that should spew out from my mouth to express my ponder must be something like this: "What the fuck? I watched another stupid Malay movie again!!!!"

All of us can't wait since the preview of this movie has been shown for public view and become limelight movie's title since then. Everyone is so eager to be in the line for ticket and have a seat to enjoy this movie. So do with us. Plus, this is the first project directed by Farid Kamil, the foremost artist.

I've nothing to against or condemn the Malaysian movie. I admit that certain Malaysian movies have impressed me so much with their story line, elements they put in the story and it's so valuable. But I can't find them in V3. It's like rubbish, the storyline is hard to understand, the dialogue they used is not strong enough and seriously it's commonly use by the public.

Normally, movies are influencing the viewers by its dialogue that exists. The motif and lessons that they try to deliver to the audiences is blur neither. Okay that is one thing, another thing is, they are contented too many sexy girls in this movie for attraction purpose.

I believe that those girls are Muslimah and to equip them with sexy outfit is not right (Just imagine, their breasts almost to protrude out from the bra and the camera focus on their humps quite often). They look like a slut, a whore, a prostitute or whatsoever that makes this movie looks like even worse than rubbish. I believe this movie need to re-shoot again because of such elements they put.

What? the director claimed that Adnan Sempit imitated his movie. It doesn't make sense. Even Adnan Sempit did so, V3 still can't beat Adnan Sempit and Adnan Sempit is way better. As conclusion, this movie is not RECOMMENDED. It SUCKS!!!!!!!!

Enjoying myself

2010-03-12T22:57:00.001+08:00

Last night, my friends and I went to Seremban to watch a movie: V3 - Samseng Jalanan even some of us were possessed by Alice in Wonderland. So we moved early so that we can have our dinner first and not starving in the cinema.

Once we finished our dinner, we still have 30 minutes time before the movie was about to start. Afiq advocated for karaoke-ing even he realized the time is not sufficient and some friends also were against him. He not gave up and convinced us that we still can make it. Ok, everyone agreed and we were karaoke-ing for half an hour. I was able to cover one song that night. Times up, we were moving to the cinema to enjoy V3.

The origin plan for that night is to celebrate Odah's birthday. So we pick that night for the movie session and at the same time to celebrate that particular birthday girl. So, on the way back, we were not straightly going home but we stoped by at one place, nearby by the college's food court just want to mess her up.

Ok, that occasion continued until 2 a.m and everyone knew that we were having a water class at 8 a.m. Its 6 hours away before the class to start. I slept at 3 a.m. after cleaning myself.

Frankly speak, I was absent for the class even all my housemates were trying to wake me up but they failed. I was unable to control my eyes and decided to continue my sleep what ever it cause. And now, I'm regretting myself for not attending the class.

past time-line check list

2010-03-12T10:07:00.005+08:00

I'm extremely fucking busy lately. It's hard for me to find some free space so that I can update my blog more often. My life has turned upside down since my FYP and my CMID project reach in the middle of it process.

Just imagine, I need to sleep at 2 or 3 a.m almost in every day to ensure my FYP and CMID project have progressed and improved. Okay, it's look so hopeless if I say that I put 100% concentration on them, some time I used to fooling around, chit chat more and do nothing or in general term, I'm wasting my time rather than I do my work. Yet, I'm just a normal human being and obviously, I can't resist the joy and temptation from the surrounding.Life is usually so hectic whenever I'm on pressure - the due date is approaching while lots of work still left undone. My biological clock has change the direction from what it should be. I feel the hardness and it's utterly so disappointing.
Past time-line check-list:

I've returned back all the cones and sign boards to JKR. Thanks a lot to Yana as she was willing to lend me her car. Thanks and highly appreciate to JKR for the favor that they have shown.

Skid Resistance Portable also has been returned even I was late about a day from the schedule. Thanks again to Yana as I used her car for the transferring process. Sorry to Mdm Su for the late return. I know I broke the rules that have been pledge last time. Oh, I almost forget that you are not checking all the equipments yet. Once you are willing to check, just let me know. We check together.

To Yana, if you spot any defection at any part of your car, please don't blame me straight away. I believe that your car is safe, no part is dented and no scratch on its steel body except a minor scratch in the plastic interface of your car. It's not scratched at all, it's disappeared once I polish it away.

Oh, my friends and I went out for a couple of times just want to release our tension and have fun. Most of the unforgettable memory is the movie part. I was enjoying Niyang Rapik so much. I just can't recall the rest activities as it has been deleted away from my memory.

Skid Resistance - when the rumors influence the better of you

2010-03-08T13:15:00.010+08:00

Okay, I think I should blog this out before everything wipes away from my head. Better to express it now before it mess-up my mind sooner or later, or all memories is being replaced. I could sniff out something new tomorrow and presents :)

Saturday's early dawn, as I informed to all my friends that I will conduct my skid test at 3 a.m, everyone replied with the same expression. They ponder out that I'm crazy and out of my mind. They presume it doesn't make sense to conduct a test at 3 a.m at Bukit Mantin while I'm very serious. In whatsoever reactions, utmost all the replies is weakening me as they came out with negative side.

Seriously, I don't blame those people for coming up with that kind of impression. Some of you might know how there are so many haunted stories about that particular spooky area - Bukit Mantin. I was about to crown it as the most paranoia inducing experience I've ever felt in my entire life.

At the moment we arrived at the area, everything was silent and deserted. As if this place is not creepy enough during the day time, when the vehicles are still traveling and passing by this area, imagine being in that terror area alone at the night until the dawn time? Okay maybe not, I was with some friend that willing to escort me.

At the end, thanks god. Nothing that I really don't want to experience is happened or even closed. Everything just happened as what had been planned. I'm able to cover all three areas without any problem apart from the sweltering sun, the frightening moment and the reckless driver which was speeding up even we warn them to slow down. The sign board is not even helped me so much but it still useful to send the message to the driver.

I wonder, how they got their driving license. Apparently, after I put myself in the middle of the road, come to observe the real Malaysian attitude of driving, It can be concluded that most of the Malaysian drivers are:

all sucks, stubborn, fools, hopeless, stupid, reckless, annoying, jerk, mother-fucker, small minded, selfish, introvert, Ignorant and whatsoever.